Speak of the Devil.

moved

2008-04-14T19:53:00.003+08:00

MOVED.

http://carousedbrat.livejournal.com

untitled

2008-03-31T02:14:00.002+08:00

firstly, happy 19th birthday to tzeling, xiaojie and eunice! (:
okay im back from an escapade to hongkong. didnt get to buy much stuffs because my 'ATMS' arent with me. i could only stare as my cousin bought stuffs from higher-end boutiques like agnes b. ): so miserable. i blew about 1500HKD in the Venetian, a casino in Macau. damn good. im going to drag my parents there in May.
whos going for passionrun 08?
you won everyone over. and now, im the big bad wolf.

a level

2008-03-15T17:48:00.003+08:00

results was okay, but not very ideal.
at least i passed gp and bio! ((:
i'll be most probably applying for economics for all 3 schools.
and step up 2 was goooood!

please, open that mail ive sent you.

seriously

2008-03-06T12:50:00.002+08:00

seriously seriously seriously whats wrong with you.
"why cant you be like _____ or _____?!"
fuck. that was bloodly hell damn insulting. so what are you implying now?
/smack.
somebody please wake me up.
momo-ing t home today.

happy bday/vday

2008-02-17T09:56:00.006+08:00

19th birthday was great! ((:

had dinner with py,eu, xj, kel, hs, ws after work.

watched sweetney todd (what a hilariously disgusting movie, tim burton what!) after that.

had a nice candlelit dinner with boyf and it was damn good! both of us kept looking at a waitress who ridiculously looks like ggh! hahah. watched jumper before that, was not bad. tiramisu cake cutting at home! ((:

had a sweet valentines day. dinner at my secret garden, was realised we were too late for night safari. ): but oh! i had a very pleasant surprise (the largest ive ever received)!]

aww. so sweet. efforts greatly appreciated silly. LOVES.

aussie

2008-02-10T11:54:00.000+08:00

7 short days in aussie and im back to this hectic, stressful singapore.
i shall earn lots of money and migrate there in future. (:
back later to update!

unspoken

2008-02-03T09:13:00.000+08:00

im leaving for australia later at night!

nicole left and she'll be back in july for attachment.

work was good so far. fun fun and fun everyday.

anw, ytd was awful.

why like that? ):

went MOS to supposedly get wasted and forget everything. but then, didnt feel like drinking and was sober all night.

tell me what to do now.

brrr

2008-01-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

AYE! unglam photo. anyway, it feels so great to see bel again after so long.

im biased, i only entertain angmoh kids. but really what! asian kids here got cute! LOL, puiyin right?

made friends with this little girl gracie and her little brother jack. she was so cute and kept asking me questions! so i told her all the fishy tales, carried her (and her brother) here and there. so cute! :/ there grandparents were with them, saying that "they are very different", active lah they meant. little gracie told me about her story, where she lived and all. so sweet right. i brought her to the ray pool, and she actually asked me, "hey, do they have names?". so i told her to name those herself. so when i did my rounds and went back to her, she called them "dottie, stripie and the tiny one is blue!" aww. there are at least 10 of them. but for every species, she gave only one name. aww. shes 6!

not bad lah, was practically playing around with khad, jieming, weiting, wangzhe and all. so everyday also like that. hahah!

doing DL tmr, most probably will be asked to do the entire briefing. :/

and OH, im tanner! i like.

im getting my pay soon. that means shopping! im so happy. ((:

random

2008-01-15T23:06:00.000+08:00

i started the ball rolling for a series of really unfortunate events ( as blamed by azni). hahah!
1. misplaced my phone in the washroom and was retrieved by azni and i was made to do a lost and found report, hahah! that was omfg embrassing. :/
2. a lady fell on the travellator and got her skin scraped off badly, the ambulance was called in.
3. a small boy fell into the ray pool and he was soaking wet. hewas lucky his mum scooped him up fast enough. these 2 days are for tank maintance and the rays were not being fed. so just imagine how many of us were totally screaming there.
4. pickpocket! the matter was blown up and police and even rangers were called in. caught the man red-handed on cctv. but the man was nowhere to be found.
5. a japanese lady approached me, saying that she foud a crab crawling around on the floor. so me and azni RAN down to the area to find the little crab squashed. the lady broke down, saying how sorry she is for not being there to look after the crab. hahah! silly. but so sweet right!
6. my dad collided with a car. omg, heart attack. but hes still okay, with scratches and all.

yea thats all. interesting day.

i feel that i dont know you anymore.

e-mooo

2008-01-13T23:31:00.000+08:00

now i know money doesnt come easy. i have been working in underwater world and dolphin lagoon for the past few days. not bad, its pretty fun although the pay is shit. but okay lah, i dont really need the money, just go there and kill time. i get to feed the fishes, play with the fishes, play with guests, giving talks and watch all dolphin shows and getting really really close to them. (: interesting job, i must say. however, its only the first few days of work and it feels so political. what goes in must come out quickly. so far, ive seen people of different kind and those who really "try very hard" to get what they want.
on the lighter note, i made new friends! (:
im feeling so disappointed. ive tried ive tried ive tried! argh.
but im glad ive got a bunch of khakis who will definitely be there for me.

kelwasbday2008

2008-01-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

nicole is back for a month! ((:

went kuishinbo for kelvin's and weisiang's birthday (3rd). i swear its damn good. puiyin and me were hitting the salmon slices and we took like nobody's business. hahah! its quite amazing to see the guys eating crabs and prawns non-stop(almost).

iguana cafe after that for mars shot and peach margarita.

met boyf on 4th and we went lau pa sat or dinner! the teh tarik there is damn good.

cousin came over to play guitar hero and he got quite addicted to it.

and boyf's getting better with rubiks!

clubbing at zouk on the 5th with the same old people.

overnight at my place.

played guitar hero and eunice read story to my sister. damn cute.

and oh, my sister was telling me that she likes eunice puiyin and clown. hahah!

went zion for char kway teow and off the plaza sing for body #19.

what a stupid show, but okay lah. scary enough.

chapalang dinner at taka and home!

BOYF 18th

2008-01-04T10:02:00.000+08:00

boyf's 18th (31st dec 07)!
met him to watch avp2, and its another cheat-peoples'-feelings movie. :/ he thought it sucked badly, i think its better then im legend. hahah!
brought him to a buffet at this Rio Brazlian Restaurant. it was pretty good lah, nice ambience and all. and he was eating all the while and all. yea! and dessert and not bad. (:
went zion road to get his daily doses of green apple juice, and went home for awhile before going for countdown (supposedly).
so, eat until damn full = damn tired = sleep
he slept till 11 plus and i realised its too late to go marina already, so caught the fireworks from my house.
got him polo ralph lauren shirt, and a DIY photo postcard.
my boyf is a rock.
but i like!

PS. ive got an underwater world job!

chalet

2008-01-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

CHALET WAS GREAT.
LOVE YOU ALL.
now i take pictures like all got orbs. :/

the very smart guys suggested renting bikes at changi village, and we have to cycle like around 5k on the road. im so sick of cycling now.

went to spook ourselves at och and red house, we were there snapping photos as well. munting had the photos and she was zooming around each photos to find 'faces', orbs and everything to scare everyone lah.

had those complimentary tickets to escape, but we 'escaped' to wild wild wet because all the nic rides were under maintance and they came up with this time shift and all. BORING. www was quite fun, especially i had them around. so much gayness. hahaha!

bbq was good, food was not bad. bbq in the dark, so i cant really see how well cooked they are.

drank and i slept real early on the second night.

more more outings!

sm

2007-12-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

ive received a call that got me so emo for the next few days. its so hard to accept this loss of once-so-strong friendship, even until now. i know you still care, i hope you know i do too. you're a nice girl, everybody knows it. maybe i did utter something mean, but i dont mean it at all. maybe i should have been more sensitive. and what about A, if its only between us, why do this to A too. and to say that im the one 'stole' A away B, you dont even know what was happening between A and B. i guess its just inevitable that they drifted. i want to you to know. i care, and i mean it. i sorry if i didnt message you the day you got retained. i know you were feeling bad, i didnt want aggravate it. i felt that i should let you cool down and all. and approach you when you're better. i apologise for leaving you to face it all alone. i tried to make things up, but you're so rigid. i may have hurt you very badly. ive been hurt too. ive been hearing stuffs too. but it takes two hands to clap. you didnt even give me the chance to fix everything. and frankly, its damn awkward when i turn up for gatherings and sometimes i feel tat i should really disappear. whats the point when you dont acknowledge my presence. maybe is right that you guys dont call me out anymore. you'll feel better that way, letting it all out without your eyesore present. i may seem okay, but it fucking hurts. you dont want to recall anything about the past. i will remember i had you.

all these while

2007-12-24T00:14:00.000+08:00

seriously, i was so affected by the words my uncle and aunt said.

for fsake, this is my life. i choose the way i want to live.

i may chose the wrong path but, at least, im happy.

sometimes i feel so frail to move forward.

maybe i should take a break from all these shits you are giving me.

it do hurt, although i seem okay.

its christmas, but where's the joy, happiness and love.

why cant i feel anything.

i know its hard, but things have to be done.

i shouldnt be the 'damn stupid girl' anymore.

maybe i should have listened.

merry christmas.

POST As (i know its after long)

2007-12-17T22:07:00.000+08:00

im bored of rotting at home.

it seems that everybody else got a job except me.

hahah!

yiling said im the laziest person ever (got influenced by who?!).

prom was okay, not as memorable as sec 4s.

touch rugby chalet in 2 days.

chalet with nh gang in a week.

china in a few weeks. fun fun fun!

i want a job, but not selling bao please.

oh, did i mention i almost crashed the car on my first practical lesson?

i have this bad tendency to step on the accelerator when i panic.

but sam kong said its okay to crash, dont have to pay. great!

i want to plant a money tree.
9th month! :D

OVER

2007-11-22T23:42:00.000+08:00

OVER! ((:

As

2007-10-30T19:33:00.000+08:00

all the best to everyone! ((:

its the As!

2007-10-10T20:32:00.000+08:00

i still cant pass bio and maths. oh crap. and gp is so f-risky everytime. ):

caught up with charlotte awhile at Cold Rock (the ice creams are really really good). it was quite pressurizing when she told me that we will be competing with alot of people from her batch. she wants me to get at least a nice ABC, if not just forget it. okay. that is really really bad.

so im here now, trying to hit my ass off all the books, especially bio.

lets try to prove ms ng wrong for one last time.

im already planning what im going to do post-As.

my dad asked if i want to work in a bakery. ((:

but i hate being tied down.

):

2007-09-13T17:43:00.000+08:00

chemistry is so depressing depressing DEPRESSING. D:

general paper

2007-08-30T18:47:00.000+08:00

"my 2 weeks holiday starts today!" quoted that from silly. hahah! aww. ive got a lazy boyf.
okay. i was feeling quite relieved after paper one, but i know im so dead.
err, "citizen journalism has more an ego than impact", i cant really remember the question.
and goddamn, i just 'womit' all the facts i read about the topic yesterday. and i dont think ive written the main point yet. hahah!
paper 2 was horrid. i didnt finish my structured, i didnt finish my AQ, i didnt finish my 5 words. how pathetic, sam.
and IS MY HANDWRITING REALLY THAT UGLY?
ive got one mark deducted from my composition for 'messy handwriting.' see?

ms loh laughed at me when i showed her, like thanks? she told me that ive got horrible handwriting straight in my face. and today she said,
"ah, dont tease her already lah, later she suicide.
oh, aiyar. her suicide later also nobody can understand one lor, ugly handwriting."
THANKS? WHY LIKE THAT.(you're still the best teacher lah! (: )

NEHBALLING WITH THE GIRLS TMR!

BIO PRO WXIAOJIE'S MY STUDY DATE FOR NEXT WEEK.

WE'RE GOING TO BURN THE KITCHEN DOWN ON SAT. YAY.

GEES

2007-08-26T09:15:00.000+08:00

i just love the way we are now.

hahah! the way we were behaving like little brats. (look whos influenced who! rahh.)

i'll mark my words, one day,

i'll kick you down the pool.

okay, slippers do float on water.

i didnt take physics what! lol.

love you silly. study hard there! ((:

NIGHTMARE

2007-08-26T00:36:00.000+08:00

PRELIMS!

im hell excited.

`(:

2007-08-16T20:25:00.001+08:00

im down with caffine overdose.

what crap, i only had like 4 cups in a day and that resulting in air accumulating in my lungs, my diaphragm is thus unable to move downwards. and i have to swallow 5 different types of pills 3 times a week. it sure take time to adjust my body back. argh. why like that!

like what Dr Toh said, i have to take all these easy, play hard study hard. ultimately, its only the A levels.

oh gosh, my horrible time planning skills is definitely going to bring me flat down. why no clock in classroom! ):

i think mdm lin cant be bothered with me anymore. but hey! sam's studying hard already okay.

oh oh, prelims in another 3 weeks time.

lets set up some realistic targets:

BIO: D

MATHS: B

CHEM: A

ECONS: C

GP: D
random thoughts: karma karma, at this rate im going for pranking my friends. im bound to get retributions - alot of that. hahaha! and OH. ms lohxinmin, mdm lin and ms ng all say i got ugly handwriting! ): thats very sad. im going to use puiyin's gigantic handwriting to bastard them.

inside my heart

i'm aching spent time on others faking.

you've stolen my heart

and trapped my mind

i'm giving in to you

i'm lost again

argh

2007-08-06T20:25:00.000+08:00

fuck. why cant i retrieve the things that are RIGHTFULLY mine.

spoilt kids.

im glad im not brought up like them.

one day, just one day, you'll see me step right out of the door.

so tell me, what does family means.

i dont feel loved at all.

right now, i need your full support. and what do i get.

what do i get huh?

FOCUS

2007-08-05T21:39:00.001+08:00

hahah! ive got this extracted from skeen's blog.

And I thought I should share about LITTLE MS SAM SHUQIN(PAO) who had nothing to do at home but to stuff wasabe in Colon biscuits along with the strawberry cream-filling. And Andy made me eat those hot-wasabe in disguise of Colon biscuits. Thanks ah.

how sad. i wanted to shut skeen up, but she ended up shrieking even louder.

deirdre's party was great.

chem test, econs test tmr. and im still here. i really need to glue myself to my chair.

random, you're so adorable. (aye, dont fight with me.) (:

2007-07-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

oh gosh. why do i feel this horrid. i never felt this way before.

):

2007-07-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

okay. i totally screwed my mid years. but sam has started studying for the prelims already! (:
oh oh. i attempted to whip up cream of mushroom for dinner and it was great. [ yes, yes dear. i know what you're thinking.] hahah! i guess dad was bored and he taught me how to make peanut cream. i like randomness.
YAH. and we made mini donuts on monday. it just feels awesome that dad's taking some time out for us. i guess qkb's sick of donuts already. one week eat how many times? hahah!
my creative zen died on me, so i got a nano instead. 350 for 8BG. thats a very good deal! the initial price was like 458. (:
im so proud of debbie as the new captain. hey, cannot be lazy already huh! and of course, the all the girls as well. anw, heard you girls are having a touch tournament soon. goood luck. we'll sure be there. train very very hard and kick our asses soon!
past and present was held like week and it was totally shit. i wanted to walk off at 1030am. hey, you want to talk about respect? please understand that it is mutual. you dont respect me, i dont see a reason why i should. ive got my pride too.

D:

2007-07-04T20:14:00.000+08:00

caught up a little with wener just now. (:
anw. i was throwing up acid ever since i got home. i guess i was being superdepressed over chem. mr hou was being such a wonderful teacher, messaged me with texts full of encouragement and all. i dont even dare to face him after those chem papers. mel ah mel. ): and of course, boyf was there for me too. gosh, it sucks to disappoint those people who carry high hopes on you. ): why didnt i try harder not to fall asleep while studying chem the day before paper two. somebody just get a skewer and shove it right through me lah. i know i can do better. and of course i will get my A for prelims.
so tada, i just wasted my entire holidays, producing horrid results. and maths, fhell. paper one was full of nonsensical careless mistakes. paper 2 was as bad. its so agonzing to see one mark by one mark being deducted due to rounding off errors.
lets see, 2 more months to prelims. like that how.
biology, gp and econs will be very unsightly too. what crap. tsk.

`why you so sweet! (:

2007-06-13T23:43:00.000+08:00

gosh. why are you so sweet. hahah! anw, thanks for posting that photo. erm, i was just taking a quick nap on the field. lol! just like somebody up there. (:

wah. i think my sister is liking you more and more huh. i guess thats quite bad huh, that means more games! aww.
i feel great too. all thanks to my super boyf huh. im loving you more and more each day. aye. heard that! hahah.
no worries, you think you're screwed? your girlfriend is much much worse than you, silly. ive got seriously no idea how im going to finish up my bio. but nevermind. there'll still be a way huh. blame myself for being such a procrastinator. aye! dont say that you're wasting my time okay. hahah!
no probs dear. thats, in a way, repaying for all the little little things that you did for me. (:
so sorry if you're traumatised by my mum, aunt or dad huh. they are just a little cranky up there in the head, sometimes. lol!
silly boy, is it that difficult to write an entry? lol, love you still.
ahh. we are two no-lifers, stuck in our mini world of msn games and msn games and msn games, while all other people are mugging like mad. like that how like that how.
i shall give you a tour around singapore river soon.
aye. so hope my little blue note is safe and sound huh.
anw. WHY YOU LIKE THAT!
khaiboon says:
i'm drinking milk tea now
sam you're my invincible. says:
I LIKE!
khaiboon says:
heyhey
khaiboon says:
u can only like me!
aww. love you, my dearest giraffe.

My new blog!

2007-06-13T22:10:00.000+08:00

hey , i'm suppose to update ur blog 2 days ago but i was busy and of course , i'm lazy ! hahah great time spent together huh ? i feel so happy ! hahah . Afterall , ur toothless sis is polite to people isn't it ? i'm so screwed once again . didn't really study much for my subjects . Generally , i just read thr only! haha and i haven't started on my chem yet . Sorry for wasting both ur days on monday and today. hahah . You didn;t follow ur study plan thanks to me! bet u wouldn't make it in time to finish ur revision for biology . haha . bad huh ? got to help me out in so many things , taught me chem , take notes , photocopy notes . hahah. Anyway , i got lots of good food this few weeks huh ? TB M , dumplings hahah.writing blog is really worst than writing an essay ! it really kill lots of my brain cells and i don;t know what to write further hahah . Everyday is bliss! THANKS for ur blue ' NOTE ' ! Goodnights!

`SCREAMS

2007-06-05T14:24:00.001+08:00

[SCREAMS]
oh gosh. why is it so difficult to sit still and study huh. like that how like how.

aww. i miss you lah! ):

break time!

2007-05-22T17:56:00.000+08:00

captured that damn cute ice cream cone at island creamery. (:

the SRU's 7s photos were sent to our mail and i can tell you guys that the photos are all fantastically taken. ugly like shit. no, im not going to upload my priceless expression here when i missed tackle one rp girl. lol! and great thanks to captain tan who suddenly called me in the night to laugh about this. i guess this two photos were the only two nicer ones.

and nice one rugby boys, scoring an awesome score of 66-0 in the PJ-SR match ytd. heyheyhey. you guys were quite mean huh, bastarding srjc and having tonnes of fun during the second half. hilarious shit. somehow after one of the last few tries, the ball was passed to deya shankar pobey to kick the conversion. the whole bunch of us just burst out laughing. it was so close to the poles and he whacked the ball right through, NOT. anw, nice one qkb for performing you ultimate move again. (: was really proud of you dear.

acjc-sajc match was so exciting with a few of the ac old boys, really old uncles with huge beer belly those kinds, "EH REF KELONG". gosh. but really lah, the ref is obviously biased against acjc. sudden death till 10men each and no score was made. sajc was declared the winner because they scored the first try. ITS SO STUPID. acjc was fighting so hard. i was so into the game and talking to qkb when i saw this familiar small figure running towards the grandstand. great.

so went off early for some nice dinner at a brazilian buffet restaurant. hell damn nice! great place for meat lovers. had the brazilian cocktail which has like one thick layer of sugar deposited at the bottom of the glass. the food maks me feel that im in heaven. hahah!

oh, its kind of interesting to listen to people's experiences in relationships huh! no wonder men are from Mars.

and silly boy, 'we're different'! (:

sorry for being so retarded on tuesday, was totally beaming at you every minute. it was so great to see you. LOL! heyheyhey. please understand i have not seen you for a very very long time huh! take really good care of yourself alrights, you know too lazy to do the job. :D love you.

SRU GIRLS' 7S CARNIVAL 07

2007-05-14T10:15:00.000+08:00

my number twelve! (:
SRU GIRLS' 7S carnival was great i suppose. congrats to the blue team who got the bowl runner up. anf of course, the red team did awesomely well too, clinching the plate semi-finalist.
i have been wondering for the past few days ( i bet some of the red team people too), things may be even better if we were not fixed with SP and RP. they are both better than us, technically, physically and experience. but nvm lah huh. you guys did really great. we still have touch rugby carnivals. train hard and i believe we will get somewhere.
i wanted to achieve something so badly from this carnival. sorry red team, for not being there as a fullback to stop the tries for the first game. and tan/goh xinyi, dont feel bad for not getting back the girl who pushed me onto the track. silly girl. im still fine. i think i wasted alot of opportunities to score. wah, what happened to all your sidesteps huh sam. guess we were all intimidated by the opponents. but nevertheless, the game against barbarians was great. xinyi, you are my superstar! i was quite satisfied with a 4 tries and 2 conversions already. and of course, not forgetting our support was not bad too.
im glad to have you guys with me in the red team. somehow, i feel 'team'. i want to play more games with you all. we are capable of achieving better results, thats a sure thing. and debbie tan and tan/goh xinyi, im going to study well and not going to retain huh! (:
and thanks dear, anxuan, benson, linan, syazwan and coach tay for coming down to support. although you guys are damn cute to watch the matches in benson's car, enjoying the aircon while we girls are suffering out there. coach tay was great, got us chokolat and sweets to pump up our glucose level. oh, he mentioned something like discussing with our teachers in charge to host our very own carnival at pj field. but i guess, by that time, i have already graduated huh.
anw, talked to my mum regarding the invitation from SRC to play for their upcoming 15s. what ive got is, "If you want to die earlier, then go join lor, go play go play." wah, thanks.
im still feeling giddy and cant even get up this morning. going to see a doctor soon. gosh, its like 2 days already and the awful feeling is still there.
hey qkb. thanks for coming down today. greatly appreciated! (: and so sorry for dirtying you, disturbing you when you are trying to get binomial inside your head. you're the first person ive ever encountered who can study with a blank stack of notes. so cute can! hahaha. and so sorry for you having to worry about me. so, love you or love you not. im sure you know i do.

`im feeling excited baby!

2007-05-01T20:19:00.000+08:00

THATS MY ROGUES! (:

we're against SP, SAJC/BBSS, BLACKS and RJC tmr. all the best girls, wear your mouth guards! hahah. i dont really want to see another collision which ended up in stitches and lost tooth huh.

the guys are playing against SAJC tmr. I WANT TO WATCH SO BADLY AND THEN IVE GOT THIS CARNIVAL. nevermind lah. you guys will do great, just like us!

someday. just someday, my fist will be the last thing you see and im going to rip you apart. you are getting over my head already. ive got my limits too. fyou.

today is a great public holiday. tickets for spiderman 3 are like all sold out thanks to those very very free people out there. ):

ilyou, boyfriend!

`friendly against bukit batok

2007-04-26T16:41:00.000+08:00

im so glad i didnt go to school. heard the old friendly _____ was being a biatch today.

so we had this friendly against bukit batok secondary yesterday at farrer park. wahlao. i can tell you that the field is totally cow dung lah! ive got tackled down this huge puddle of shit during the second minute of the game. ive got like cow dung smeared over a side of my face. oh yucks. moisturizer huh, khaiboon. thanks!

considering its our first proper 7-a-side game and bbss has like years of touch training, pioneer did okay. we were divided into two teams by wing and saudi. so theres me wener skeen, together with debbie yani xinyi peien charlene. and bbss was so fvulgar lah. swearing at every minute. and it was so loud that all of us can hear them so clearly. i was so worried that my shirt was torn off. i can hear the disturbing tearing sound when one of them grab me. so anyway, drew 1 game, lost the other because we gave up chasing as we thought that girl was out already. the other team drew as well. supposed to play against each other, but due to someone's singing, it poured heavily.

no one got changed and we went town with shits all over. theres like this clear radius around us when we squeezed into one of the cabins. had dinner, walked around and went home.

oh, went to the docs today to get an MC. my mum ended up crapping with him, talking about girls being so rowdy nowadays. the doctor was like, "what to do? she likes what." den apparently i was like, "YAH LOR." the doctor told me to consider women's soccer instead. my mum was being such a paranoid by asking me to join ping pong or badminton. my parents wanted me to quit rugby yesterday night, with my mum whining that she cant take the uneasiness with me being so injury prone. but i like rugby, how?

bio test tmr! im going to do well. (:

all the best for your match, hockey.

the guys match against MI is postponed to friday. thanks for occupying the field again! we have to travel down farrer park to eat the cow dung i guess. gosh. there may be a friendly held tmr. take notice huh girls. dont be so smart to put our mouth guards all in the far-away shade again!

you're just the best i ever had.

Laughs

2007-04-19T22:06:00.000+08:00

Fantastic! i had my detention from 6 to 8 today and it was so boring thanks to the special someone. khai boon wasn't there (: . hahah . i ended my P.E lesson at 4 today and i got to wait 2 hrs before my actual detention starts!Now , that really contributed to what it seems to be a short 2 hrs detention! 2+2 =4 = Super Boring ! (short skirt ,which wasn't short at all!) ok . now for the sad part . i was required to write a 500 word essay on the reasons for wearing 'short skirts 'Anyway ,i studied for my bio spa during the detention. SAM you are hardworking! hahah . Meanwhile, wen er and some J1s were playing touch rugby lah ! so distracting and tempting ! to be honest , i didn;t really study much cause i eneded my watching them play instead! hahah . bad bad bad!

1st month! (:

2007-04-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

heres a short entry.
i think i overstrained my arm. but its okay, im strong.
mdm lin: "sam ah, (handed orange slip over) got detention for short skirt you know?"

"wahlao, yah lah! so is my skirt short?"

"(looks at my skirt) seems like you have altered it already?"

"err, no. i got caught for this length."

"HUH?"

okay fine. this proves that ive got detention due to DEFIANCE and not short skirt. ): fantastic. but since the boyfriend is willing to stay till 8pm, den detention isnt a bad thing after all. hahaha.

do i look like a joker? why do the J1s think that im lying when i told them that the coach is down with diarrhoea. lol! and i feel so great sinking tan wener down this pool of mud water.

i think i had just sterotyped guys' handwriting after the traumatising maths lecture i had when i had to copy notes for kb quah. so so hilarious. thanks for making my day!

so we had this interesting saturday night huh. (: and holy shit. my boy has got hidden talent and he got me amazed for that entire night. not bad! so evil. wait till i get my hands on some tricks as well. hahaha!

hey. just to tell you that im so glad to have you. its you that makes this ride worthwhile. (:

and please do take good care of your 'muscles' huh.

all the best for the match tmr.

you can do it because know you own the field.

happy 1st month. loves!

`happy birthday lpy!

2007-04-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

okay first thing. HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAU PUIYIN! (:

i was so glad to see the girls again. hahaha. flew down after training to cine for dinner (where the service was so splendid that they offer us a promotion menu which already ended a few hours ago and served root beer float without a spoon!) and then balcony to chill. munting got herself exposed as an underaged(despite using eunice's ic)but still was admitted because the waitress is nice. she went like, ' erm, since you guys got only one underaged, nevermind lah. you all can go upstairs." hahah! anw. the ambience was not bad lah. but the drinks werent as good as iguana's. and i feel so kuku using my phone's backlight to read the menu. it was pitch dark okay. i think this waitress saw how idiotic we looked, she came over and offered her torch. great. anyway. im so proud of myself. i ordered mango tango, which is like non-alcoholic. not bad huh sam!

kb came over and i bet he had a great time entertaining my sister, or rather the other way round. imagine this scene when a super-giraffe is combating with a toothless terrorist. hahah! oh, nevermind. lol! dearest khaiboon, your high level of tolerance is greatly respected.

i think i had developed this rugby-phobia. im aching all over and i hate the feeling. oh god.

HOD meeting on monday, oh im so excited.

i realise PE teachers can really gossip alot. fantastic.

you didnt drool! hahaha! should have snapshot a few photos and ask for a ransom you know. nah, im not so mean right. lol.

aprils fool

2007-04-01T21:36:00.000+08:00

aprils fool day was uber fantastic.
i was pranked by shumei sakinah and qkb. wahlao, so im that gullible hahah!
anw. good luck sam. your parents will be called down soon to meet the vp for only achieving a pathetic 1 h1 and 1 h2 pass. nevermind lah. i know i can do much better. lol! just dont fsuspend me for touch rugby.
so theres this new plan where people are selected to play touch rugby for the school in the upcoming nationals. and whats more, seniors will be the main coaches. quite surprised to hear this because ive got zero idea about this.
anw. we're doing full tackle tmr and maybe i should turn up with full body gear. the juniors are as ferocious you know.
so kb and i just proved that singapore's education is so screwed up that it complicates people's mind as they grow older. we spend like almost an hour solving my little sister's primary 3 maths question. may i kindly repeat, primary 3 question. i find it quite hilarious when the boyfriend screamed, "even vectors sums are easier".
my temperature hit 38.4 just now. im soaked with cold sweat now. my nose is dropping off anytime.
heres a random note: thanks for being my sunshine, i love you so (:

great, so great

2007-03-31T23:06:00.000+08:00

hey. this is for you. (:
i was so reluctant to wake up for charlie chan this morning. ive got problems moving my neck. my god. its only the first lesson of contact and im feeling half dead already. like that how! still got 8hrs of lessons left. anw. theres 24 rugby players and its a 7 a side game. HAHAH. tough competition! i think coach wing is so attractive. right right right!
oh, got back almost all of my results already. and i dont know how i feel.
C for chemistry. U for biology. U for maths. U for GP.
i think im the only idiot who got straight zero zero for summary and application question. gorgeous. i almost died when i saw those two pages. LOL!
start studying soon, sam.
i almost flew down to NUH yesterday and all thanks to the cab driver who doesnt have change for 50 dollars, i went home feeling so blue and worried. so you there, please take this weekend to recover huh! get alot of rest too. so sorry, i wasnt there for you. BUT, your every 10 cents is greatly appreciated! (:

`f it

2007-03-26T21:23:00.000+08:00

fantastic.

i have never feel so screwed in my life before.

i just want to take a break from everything.

hello sam, its after common test already you know.

i realised that people are all hiding under their masks.

im not oblivious to whats happening around us.

great.

if you think ignorance is the best remedy for this fscrewed situation.

i got absolute nothing to say.

it takes two hands to clap.

how are we suppose to help if you are not helping yourself.

after all these times, i cant believe you can do this to us.

so, what exactly does this friendship means to you.

tell me. i want to know.

thanks for being there for me always. and im so sorry, darl, that you have to hear my whinings every night.

argh

2007-03-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

okay great.

i am so fscrewed for bio.

today's the first ever time i panicked real badly for it. i guess, thats really bad.

sam, you shall do really well for maths alrights.

im high!

2007-03-17T20:14:00.000+08:00

great games today, ruggers.
you're the reason why im so retarded. haha! okay whatever. (:

`march 11th

2007-03-11T11:15:00.000+08:00

stumbled upon this super cute photo and saw all the others relevant 'free hugs' campaign shots.

i guess singapore doesnt have this kind of stuffs right? aww.

kb and i were totally stunned at the sights of people holding their thick stacks of notes and mugging all the way to school. gosh. i want to be that studious lah! but apparently, haha hahaha.

i just spammed on technology and i was so bloody elated when i spotted 'modern technology' in question 9. phew. and shaorong was right behind me, swearing and cursing mdm lin for giving us fake hopes on war. so, i guess paper one was quite okay. i kept smiling throughout the paper. hahah! wth, retarded. i flipped through the questions for paper two and i caught glimpse of 'email, computers' and i went like, 'oh yes! technology!' but shaorong was like, 'wahlao eh, human rights leh!" damn it. so i turned to the AQ and i died. like instantly. argh. nevermind lah. GP is over already!

studied a little in school, and i meant really a little. the rugby guys were getting really heated over a FHM magazine. hahah! typical guys lah.

die. i feel no urgency for the common test. or maybe i will start to panick on the last one or two days before the papers. sam, you're going to do well for common test. lol! whatever.

i caught my first m18 movie, along with wener and some rugby guys [ andre, benson, wafa, syazwan, linan ] 300 wasnt that good as ive expected. but i guess it was quite okay lah. the battle scenes were awesome and superb effects. other than that, i was half asleep. haha!

went marina square to watch hannibal rising with wener wafa benson. the killing scenes scenes just somehow makes your feel very excited. hahah! i flew home to find out my family was gone because i came back late.

sam ah sam. you should really start studying now alrights.

oh, i just had some kahlua. my cousin mixed with with coffee and it tasted pretty nice. (:

i went out of my room in the hey-i-just-woke-up state and found myself facing my cousin and his friends. and i went like, shit.

its your smile that makes me wonder. (:

`:)

2007-03-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

GP paper tmr.
i will do well.
i will do well.
i will do well.
hahaha. im just being fpostive. (:

time waits for no man. [WOW]
guess im going to push on and achieve at least a pass in everything.
okay lah, TRY to achieve.

oh, kill keeon tmr. HAHA. all the best for the match.

=DD

2007-03-03T20:26:00.000+08:00

some nice photos taken by benson's humongous camera. (:

anw, went his house last week with shumei changyu wener meiyi and slacked the whole saturday away. watched apocalyto and played inbetween. i guess ive got some sway aura lah, i drank like almost every round. luckily it was only glasses of red wine. but we switched to martell later. waaaaah. everybody got high. lol!

pioneer did really well for A levels. and nanhua senior longteng clinched the top student award lah. me and wener was like, " hey, our names will be there in the same list for the Top Improved Student next year" hahah! anw. nice one sookching, adeline and mingjiao. the screwed school squeezed us all in the tiny hall to watch the presentation and stuffs. and it was like so aspiring. im so motivated to study hard. heyheyhey. i meant it okay.

and i wanted to die when i saw my chinese result. freaking D. omgosh, sam what happened. its just like the time when i got E8 for my higher chinese. argh. im considering whether to retake the paper. i noe i can do much better than that. sorry about all the emo-ing and stuffs. and thanks for all the comfort guys.

common test is coming! and im going to do well. hahahah.

hey rugby boys, all the best for your match in malaysia. (:

you are my invincible.

`ahhs

2007-02-17T10:57:00.000+08:00

okay. somebody just screwed my email and changed my password damn it. i cant log in. im freaking pissed alright. what a start for a new year lah.

so please please take notice that the person who signed in msn wasnt me from today onwards. sorry guys. zzz. fucktard.

anw. thanks loads for all those who made my birthday so wonderful. love all.

***HEY. email changed to deadfrombadintentions-@hotmail.com

`:DD

2007-02-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

hey fellow touch ruggers and ruggers.

(: thanks for the wonderful surprise today.

i got really really creamy all over yah.

anw. you guys played really well.

or at least, we had some fun at rsn and mac, right right?

take this time to recover and get well soon.

LOVE YOU ALL.

thanks once again for all your efforts. :D

`boring sunday

2007-02-04T11:38:00.000+08:00

fuck you sam.

dont you understand the meaning of once bitten, twice shy?

anw. happy 19th birthday benson. (: thanks for spoiling us with all the hard liqour.

happy 18th birthday bel!

` (:

2007-01-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

OKAY.

my dear cousin lynette, happy 21st birthday. :)

its has been like 3895017 years since i last saw her. and shes like GORGEOUS. and the PORCHE that she received is such a darling. im so jealous. lol! and her house is absolutely stunning. very very beautiful.

happy sexy 16th, tan munting. i wonder hows your voice after that thai dinner. LOL. all the best in your match.

jacinta tan, you are finally legal. :) make sure you smell of passionfruit everyday. hahaha! catch up soon.

the school is so thoughful. "if you all need more time, we will give it to you." they were gladly to retain people who failed GP, regardless of the superb grades they had obtained for the rest of the subjects. zzz. no frets. i will pass the upcoming paper. i will i will i will.

navy touch is coming up. team not ready, players not selected, no effort seen, only three days to train. i dont want to comment.

i browsed through the yearbook and i had these sudden urge to tear the touch rugby page away. LOL! omfg. its so fugly.

im addicted to poker. sadly, every day is not sunday. i couldnt make a windfall like the last time. tmrw tmrw.

true friendships are not easy to maintain. "i will be there for you", this is often assured by people. but do they perform it? rarely. to some people: please remember that u all still have a friend, a very very good friend who left u guys at the start of the year. call yourselves what brothers. ive watched him being left alone at the canteen table countless times. and if u all still have consience, please do sth huh. i see already damn gek sim. =/

sam's feeling happy today. xD

`ahhhhh

2007-01-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

sometimes. i feel that im the dumbest girl alive.

1. headbutted the inclined pull up bar.

2. ran straight into the marble platform and injured my knee.

3. my locker was stolen and some joker used a super laopok lock and treated it as his. fuck you. 30 bucks okay.

zzz. like that how.

so i happily got a two-weeks-mc and meanwhile, no PE and trainings to strain my knee. i still have no idea whats wrong with it.

ive been such a retard hopping up and down the stairs in school. damn hell. WHY PJC NO LIFTS?!

im still getting used to my new class. but aiyar, cannot lah. its too different.

school work sucks. what complex numbers. one whole chunk of figures. bio is the worse lah. =/ HOW.

im getting a little stressed already.

oh, xiaobao invaded the school today, and terrorised people like shumei brian johann xiaoyuan. lol! i was like chasing after her with an injured knee. damn it. why are little kids so hyper huh. she loves the field. she loves the grandstand too. my heart dropped with every step she hopped, up and down. wahlao. i think at least thrice lah.

arrrrrghh. study lah sam.

mahjong + tonning session anyone?

`i just hate school

2007-01-07T10:22:00.000+08:00

happy smashing 2007 to everyone out there! [woooooo]

the last day of 2006 was okay spent, compared to the past few years, we celebrated in a waaaay different way. not partying all night though. (:

met up with hongsheng kelvin munting puiyin and xiaojie to have dinner at geylang for the beef horfun and frog legs porridge. hahah. ordered two bottles of carlsberg for the thrill and the beer tasted super sweet that night. hoho. must be the beef. den went over to durian king to have some bites while waiting for kaien. i left the group to meet masssz after that. we walked around town aimlessly until we decided to walk over to starbucks for our christmas present exchange "ceremony". we counted down at the very spot. talked abit and we left for plaza sing. guess everyone was tired already. cabbed home with shumei and waited for the nanhua ppl below my condo.

yeewei, johnson and jason came over as well. kelvin didnt want to open his bottle of absoute peach, so we were left with nth to drink. ): talked abit, and we were like missing all the old times. and as usual, played some dice game and the loser will have to drink a full cup of tap water and nobody is allowed to go out of the room for like 1h. went to take our morning walk at jervois road, and the guys thought that the abandoned hoouse was 'nth'. they wanted to climb in somemore. hahah! headed to spize afterwards and saw my cousin with his friends there. damn. zouk didnt check ic that night. we waited for a million hours before our pratas came. zzz. walked back to my house and watched the curse of the golden flower. they were complaining about the poor quality of the movie as compared to the mtv in the disc. lol. watched jackass 2. i guess everyone was wide awake after the long laugh. omgosh. who wants the disc! hahaha. its a superb must watch. (:

everybody went to send nicole off on tuesday night. nicole ah nicole, we will join you there next year. all the best there. anw, had our dinner at bk and celebrated kelvin's 18th birthday there. and because of that, we missed the last train. lol! so sad lah. but luckily still got bus to town.

school reopened and it sucked. with all the new faces in class and new teachers. i guess i still need time to get use to the new enviornment.

went ngee ann poly after school with munting and meet the rest before making our way to the super nice bbq seafood resturant down sunset way. hongsheng changed his stud and he was whining like a girl. LOL. kelvin and kaien brought their FEMALE friends over and shocked everybody. hahaha.

prepared a booth for touch rugby with shumei and wener for the CCA open house 2007. to our amazement, quite a number of girls were interested. (:

had charlie chan yesterday and caught the new thai movie, 'spirit of the victim', with wener and li nan. i dont really understand the show lah. its like watching a movie that flimed a movie. get it? hmms. nvm. but its quite freaky lah. no harm watching.

saw boonheng, jeffrey, shaun, kathy, eugene blar blar at tiong on my way home ytd. talked abit and they said i still look like a small kid. WAHLAO. ): they were going over to zouk for the inter jc paegent. cool cool.

okay, i almost died laughing when i saw this on seventeen. (: so, andy ea. if u try to bastard me again. i shall reveal your ugly face and spam it all over school. hahaha. look, im threatening you.

merry merry christmas (:

2006-12-29T01:00:00.000+08:00

those last two photos were taken in raffles hotel's LONG BAR. (: super duper nice ambience. and that is tequila sunrise.

hahaha. first of all. MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE.

i did my countdown in SAHARA, down boat quay, along with puiyin, munting, hongsheng, kanwei, kelvin, shumei, my cousin and guanxu. weird combi i noe. but nonetheless. we had fun chilling and shi-shaing i guess. we had our dinner at CAFE IGUANA, at riverside point, and it was waaaaay superb. the strawberry macho margarita simply kick our asses off. very nice. its humongous and we caught up with the happy hour and its selling at 50% off. 15bucks for a very very big and very very nice margarita. go try it. (:

met up with munting and xiaojie at tiong. apparently all the pigs couldnt wake up. shopped awhile and got an airbrush tattoo on my thumb. pretty pretty. the other came and everybody [me, munting, xiaojie, puiyin, tzeling, peiling, nicole, hongsheng, yeewei, johnson, nicholas] went kelvin's house for a steamboat dinner on christmas night. went jurong point to shop for groceries and we got through the cashier with 5 carlsberg, with me and munting standing far far away from them lah. the house was furnished with a touch of chinese new year mood. so, for a while. we felt so wrong. lol. but dont care lah! just eat. :D left quite alot of food, thus we played seven-up and the forfeit initially was a big bite out of bittergourd slices and swallow raw eggs. then we cleared the food. have to left early because i had chalet the next morning.

touch rugby chalet. as expected. swezin didnt turn up. jasmine didnt turn up. quite pathetic at first until the seniors came. me and shumei did most of the cooking, her hands got blisters, my face was like a lobster. hahah. but hey. nice food okay. drank quite abit. linan mixed absolute vodka rubyred with orange juice and sprite. and it tasted like lychitini. i was scammed by linan to down a big mouthful of pure rubyred. played all kinds of games to forfeit ppl. went upstairs to listen to ghost stories. hahaha. kaixin attempted to scare us at times. didnt sleep the whole day and went macs to chat, along with shuei kaiwin kaiyin and janet. left early with shumei to accompany her in case she faints on the way home or sth. and slept till 8pm!

went crescent girls sch for a combnied dance practice. caught up with the nanhua ppl. and YAR. lianyilong totally dragged me down the steps when i rested my legs on his shoulders. not once, not twice but trice!

THE FCUKIN SCHOOL SPLIT MY CLASS. ): im in skeen's class now.

im so bored already. HOW

2006-12-23T01:07:00.000+08:00

okay. some random sketches and photos of my new room! [spot your faces in the bottom 3rd one. :) ] sam's a yellow yellow dirty fellow. so that color is just the right one for me. heh.
its 1.21AM and i just got back home not long ago. =/ sam has been a bad girl these days. go pubbing like nobody's business ah! haha.

met munting xiaojie puiyin tzeling and peiling for a random gathering at clementi to eat stingray! supposed to go ATTICA/DXO but somehow didnt go lah. den went esplanade with hopes to find pretty bel, but she was on her way home from work. met the queen[nicole] there. its was pouring heavily at that time already. nicole suggested to go raffles hotel LONG BAR to drink the super power SINGAPORE SLING. coolness. that cocktail was invented there. we risked our lives and ran in the heavy downpour. by the time we reached the impressive hotel, we were soaking wet. chiong to the luxurious toilet to dry ourselves before stepping into the bar. we made friends with 2 of the bartenders[nicole's friends]. had LYCHITINI, SINGAPORE SLING, TEQUILA SUNRISE and a SHIRLEY TEMPLE on the house. (: the drinks and the ambience were marvellous. we were all not use to litter the peanut shells on the floor. funny. somehow. wer started a PEANUTS fight in there. actually nobody could tell that we were underaged. but our actions clearly reveals us all. went pooling at cine kbox after that. played a couple of hilarious games and off we went to find food at killiney kopitiam. it was like 530am then. cabbed home and had a super long sleep.

had a scammed dinner with my cousin at secret recipe. sai ah. food sucks like hell. first and last time. hahah. vince came like how many thousand years later. i saw siewhuai and she thought my cous and i were together. LOL. that silly girl was like, "HEY, enjoy ah. ;)". strolled to boat quay then. settled at pub SAHARA. had LYCHEE MARTINI. and voila. the one at raffles tasted much much better. got longan somemore. this one DONTHAVE. =( we shared a cappuccino SHISHA. [i introduced them that, so that means that hes a first timer!] and as expected, my cous was teaching me the right way to enjoy that. so hilarious pls. i choked on that attempt and they laughed like crazy. oh well oh well. sam and guanxu joined later. chatted abit. had some laughters[okay gosh, they were insane]. and i broke a shot glass while trying to shove the entire ice cream bar into my cousin's big mouth. but breakage is on the house lah. so nvm! hahah. cabbed home after that.

celebrated small bao's eighth birthday at KFC earlier this week. she invited shumei and meiyi only. ate tonnes of chickens before going up my house. and again, the sickening weather ruined our plans. supposed to go vivo to shop ah. so all of us[meiyi, shumei and my cousin], sing song and played mahjong in my room. had a nice buffet-styled dinner with sparking juices and turkey. and of course. not forgetting prawns. like who can defeat the ultimate prawn peeler tanshumei. hahah!

the friendly matches tmr have been postposed to next saturday[30th december] because we are seriously handicapped. please make yourself free on that day. if not, im going to punch you all. hahaha.

MR MICHEAL KWOK. WHERES MY RUGBY CHALET HUH.

who want to go LONG BAR?

school's starting real soon. excited or not. :)

`POOL PARTY/BBQ

2006-12-11T10:57:00.000+08:00

i slept from 645pm ytd to 1045am this morning. =/ this is totally crazy.
anw. had a fabulous bbq on saturday night with shumei meiyi jasmine mingjiao yiling zihao sebas zhiyang alex brian johann ahmad matthew my cousin and all. everyone just ate and ate. got a chocolate sponge cake to celebrate zhiyang's and little bao's birthdays but the small one was no where to be seen. lol. the guys dumped zhiyang into the pool after the birthday song. super sm lah. drank quite abit of red wines. and spastic, i was being nice to bring prawns for the pigs in the pool and they dragged me in as well. craved for more and some went to get anchor and chang while the other guys went into an arson-ing mood. they burnt everything they see. haha!
all left except shumei meiyi brian johann alex and my cousin to stay over. little bao came into the room and she broke my bed. and all of us were left with a super slanted bed to sleep on lah. laid around and drank for awhile until shumei suggested to walk to clarke quay. okay lor.
walked past this abandoned factory and we found it quite interesting. next time tie shumei up and throw her in. (: my cousin was telling us all his encounters with ghosts as we walked. lol. also kind of sway lah he. so we reached clarke quay and the guys were apparently oogling at the girls and discussing about how chio sporeans looked from the the back but not the front. i think thomas koh got quite well along with them ah. hahah. in the end walked to boat quay. meiyi and shumei went fullerton for her toilet in shaggy tee and shorts. LOL. so we just stoned outside lah. they sure took very long huh.
so we decided to walk to spize for pratas. haha. guess everyone was halfdead already. by the time we reached, it was like already 5. saw rugby constance there while looking for seats. had some food and zoomed for the bed.
i slept at one corner until super kangkor and i decided to move to the sofa. i wonder how the guys can sleep so soundly on the floor. lol.
most of us were up by 10 and little bao came in to wake the rest up. sians ah! caught abit of the doha games with us wondering wheres doha. no one knows. lol. how pathetic. and little bao did the ultimate to poor johann! LOL. still want her as an exchange for AJ?
washed up and went for lunch at 99. had hiphop jelly for desserts. thanks mum for the meal. (: true lah. one bbq in a blue moon so just spam ah. hahah. mum dropped us at vivo city and we were all really dead. dropped by adidas to find felix and in the end meiyi fell asleep there. lol. and she became so awake after i did some stupid things. =@ tanshumei! lol.
bahs. im sick!

FEEL FRESH

2006-12-01T20:27:00.000+08:00

OKAY. thats my INTENDED room plan.
im going to paint my room on either saturday or sunday or monday. (: WHO WANTS TO HELP ME. lunch and dinner will most probably be baos lah huh. hahaha.
my finished room hopefully be gold/yellow in color and spacious.
IM SO EXCITED.
and HEY.
POOL PARTY/BARBEQUE AT SAM'S HOUSE.
SATURDAY, 9th DECEMBER
430pm till late/overnight
CALL ME OR SHUMEI.

` KELONG

2006-11-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

the mahjong tiles were the ones that cracked meiyi wener and shumei upside down. i 'pong-ed' the bird with the chicken and centipede. wahlao. =/
and yay, super fun family outing to uncle's kelong today. quite a number of nice pictures up there. (: look at the last one. we were zooming past the cemetery and this drop of blood spatted beside me. scary okay. think some bird got its menses.
it was raining quite heavily, so there wasnt much things that we can do. so i got my camera and started to shoot around. i tried to play with motion in the 3rd 4th 5th photos, but it turns out ________. [ i dont noe! buay pai lah huh.] i still got quite alot of shoots, showing the life there. but not that nice ah. and did i mention that the 4 puppies and 1 bitch are all super cute ah. greedy dogs, when they caught sight of food, they will just threw you this pathetic glance and makes you guilty of not sharing it with them. i want to bring one home! lol. and yah! we used baos to exchange for bags of seafood! my dinner was superb lah, the mussels and fish were super fresh. omg. =D~ but we wont be able to visit already, since my uncle was saying that a pass is required or sth. sians. i like it there! so not stressful. and the sea breeze just makes you feel super good.
my dad suggested that i should get a license for motorboat and i can fly on water. (: how cool.
metro cip and training tmr! fantastic.

`HOLIDAYS

2006-11-17T18:48:00.000+08:00

ahs. those photos dated back to the good old nanhua dance days. HEY HEY. i was in dance okay. (: i guess i should go back people's association sometime soon. its quite surprising that almost all of the nanhua dancers chose not to continue to dance after graduation. hahaha. but yea. i miss dance. stupid touch ruggers dont believe that im a dancer. i just merely did a drastic change from arts to sports what. lol.
and i finally got my finger wraps. thanks sebas!
played touch rugby with s10 guys this morning and i guess it was really quite bad as compared to the previous one on wednesday. they are just a bunch of jokers. hilarious. wahlao. i see the way we play against them, we're just courting our deaths in oasis. argh. still got time, train hard. i really really want to achieve something. i just hope that we wont put all these hard work into waste.
im addicted to naruto. HAHA, LOSER. yes, im that lag. and i realised guys can never stop talking when this anime comes into the picture. not bad ah, i learnt quite alot from it. episode 50!
i want to learn something new during this november- december holiday. where got photography courses! ice hockey interests me as well. but everywhere hurts after playing hockey itself for a mere 5mins. lousy lousy stamina. im going to hit 12min for 2.4 next year. or maybe even lesser. hahah. do 1 pull up. and 12 sec for 100m sprint. :) not bad ah, the guys want to swim in my pools and play mahjong! cool cool. mahjong. meiyi shumei wener never give chance ah. one wrong move and they can roll all over the floor. and i have to settle for an ultimate plan for me to become a successful entrepreuner within 3 years and earn my first million by 25! okay, thats way aspiring.
how to deal with an almost-getting-out-of-hand sister? =/
my legs are numbed from all the runnings and theres training tmr. how i dread this. i want a long peaceful sleep.

` happy halloweens

2006-11-05T21:14:00.000+08:00

lol. LOOK! thats the ultimate bao alrights. i didnt expect her to come up with such a spastic face. but thats okay, so cute. hahaha.
thats the tiny studio where my sister had her photoshoot at, cosy and nice! $3000 per month for that rental i guess. so its not that bad. i wanna learn something during the upcoming holidays. photography? web designing? hmms. maybe cooking! LOL.
watched the SCC's rugby matches ytd and i was practically dozing off most of the time. but some matches are really good i must say. the girls were frantically screaming when they caught sight of john, one of the rjc ruggers, playing for Singa Lion. lol. saw the hockey people who went for their 4 vs 4 matches. matthew came over and treated his rotten foot. so gross lah, all the blood and ous. alamaks. =/ so people, treat your blisters well.
wah. my mum was whining and swearing over the phone, complaining that she forgot to place her bets on the winning 4D number. first price leh. 12 thousands! hahaha. they went prawn-fishing without me. $39.90 for 5 prawns! not bad. quite interesting. what a way to waste money huh. 5 prawns!
i need to shop badly ah. nth to wear already. tuesday!
covenant is great show! hahah. got cute guys and pretty babes. watched with shumei ervyn sebas alex and zhiyang. spastic jasmine supposed to come but she overslept. lol. chatted quite abit at night will alex and zhiyang. not bad ah. they can really talk. =/
and did i mention that A levels chinese paper was shit. i screwed my compo! i will just bang my head against the wall if the same thing happened like my O's HCL.
oasis touch rugby match is coming up on the 25th and 26th. i guess, its going to be a challenge for rogues. we have yet to find that special thing that will bond us together. silly people, i know we all want to achieve something big. i know we have to keep up with the superb standard of our seniors. i know we all wanted to be so much on par with them, perhaps even better. how long have we been together? 6mths i suppose. let the anguish within us be released as strength, passion and hope. i believe in us, i know we can. u people. dont disappoint me ah. i know its hard, but lets give it all and let this event be a wonderful memory for all of us. train hard okay, you lazy people.

`somehow, someday

2006-10-29T20:19:00.000+08:00

im a nice girl today, accompanied my mum to take a breather at pierce reservior with the two monkeys. not bad ah, ran quite abit with my sister. gave the little one some spelling by the slide. took come photos. not bad ah the flowers. =D but hey, theres some ugly rotting stalks there. nvm!
ive got a new aspiration. im going to earn my first million by 23. can lah. hahaha. we've got plans already! 3 years from now to our reign, who noes how long we will take to experiment and break into the market. hahaha.
amunching race was shit. lousy organisation, lousy food. but okay lah. had quite abit of fun, run ALOT. i almost died. not bad lah, we're quite street smart. and it just happened that one of the checkpoint was located at tiong bahru market. so dropped by to disturb my mummy and kope baos for the hungry people.
meiyi joined us for dinner at crystal jade express and somehow we ended up talking big business. so yay. not bad, it gets people to think logically. so see how things go ah.
and amazing news. pjc rugby boys actually won sajc rugby boys with the score of 17-0. not bad, congrats people. so, whos down for rugby sevens this weekend?
i just received news that some idiots are tonning my house on halloweens night. HAHA. okay, shall settle in class tmr.
finally, once again, all the best for everyone tmr. loves.

` i dare not

2006-10-22T23:10:00.000+08:00

oh god. i cant believe i actually got drunk on dunking seven oysters. whos fault! haha. matthew lah. i died on my bed once i got home.

okay, so my class [wtf, in the end only got me melissa jeslyn matthew zihao andy mario], went sakura clementi woods to eat. lol. not bad lah actually. had a great time i guess. everybody just kept chionging dory and frozen strawberry. super nice lah. andy came late and we got him a special treat. iced herbal soup. it was horrible. lol. so we caught him unaware and he spastically drank a mouthful and vomitted that out. gross huh. silly silly, cant really blame him lah , cos it resembles the iced green tea that everybody had. lol. to hype up the atmosphere, some idiot suggested to play dare ah, so we had andy's iced herbal soup, iced herbal soup with laksa soup, and lemons! lol. andy's humji lah. dont dare to drink and eat lemon. mario suave ah, fnisihed that disgusting drink. lol. the girls went home after that and the guys wemt deidre's house to ton. pictures to be up on nx entry. =D

i would say that im quite satisfied with my results ah. cant really ask for more. lol. cos the amount of effort that i actually put in is m i n u t e. not bad ah sam, got improve quite abit. B for maths, B for chem, B for econs, and double Es for gp and bio. im so glad that i cleared my gp. but thats promos lah huh, if its combined with the mid years, den im dead. =/ lol. alot of psychos did very well ah. congrats yea. and people, its still early to worry about retaining or kicking out ah. all the best too.

i just came back from sentosa with the nanhua people. fun! hahaha. its lucky that i brought my gilbert along ah, if not i guess we would all be stoning there and play bball all day long. spastic. lol. played quite abit of touch rugby with different people. not bad leh, good experiences. wahlao. played with the NS ppl who were ruggers. we almost died ah. and im proud to say that we scored once against them! lol. nice one lah kelvin. =D kelvin puiyin hongsheng they all took tocuh rugby for sports and wellness i guess. so tada. not bad ah! and of course, we played frisbee, captains ball and monkey as well. haha. everything seems so yesterday. its really nice to see them ah. and silly nicole! she'll be here till jan 07. that means, more hanging out! good good. went vivo after that and had a quite hearty meal. the open air on the top level is way cool ah. nice place to chill out.lol. took alot of goofy pictures and threw the touch rugby ball in the centerstage like nobody's business. theres no one like them in pj. =/ im beginning to regret to take on this jc path. bahhs. photos will xiaojie! up nx entry.

jasmine shumei brian sebastian zhiyang alex ervyn tonned at my house last week. haha. they thought my house was super big ah. but its 1/3 of zhiyang's i guess. so the whole lot of us just nuaed in the living room. cosy ah. =D haha. played a little bit of mahjong and watched quite a few movies. and not forgetting to mention, mapling! lol. we pranked castalos too. the entire conversation was super funny lah. its hilarous to see a bolster placed in between 2 guys on a super single bed. so funny lah. lyk they will do anything on each other like that. lol. okay, we caught deathnote the nx day and i dont think its worth the money ah. haha. oh, and we are all of IQ 151. x))

open house was unexpectably okay lah. tending the booth equals to us playing 3 on 2 in the hall. not bad lah. everyone kept falling at the same spot. super laokui. haha. played abit of netball and hockey with kaiqi too. hahah. the whole touch rugby and rugby team were laughing at yuhan being tekkaned by mr michael kwok. ive got it all filmed down. =DD

boah. im tired already. im dreading training. my soles are scorched.

hbirthday ervyn(22nd), jasmine(23rd) and zihao(23rd). x))

`:DD

2006-10-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

nicole's back in town! =D and all thanks to the spastic leadership camp that will be conducting tmr, im going to miss the pretties at sentosa. how nice. =/ but nevermind lah. a bunch of lunatics are raiding my house tmr night for movie marathon. im intending to stuff every shit that is lying around into some random cupboards lah.
ive got a confession to make. i slept with my uniform on the night before till the next morning. that means i didnt bathe! haha. too tired lah. after training what. lazy to crawl to my bed. so i just find a spot n my living room and tada! lol. and just yesterday, i slept with my uniform on on my bed. oh gosh. im cultivating maggots.
i swear im going to stab my tutor some day. firstly, she asked for lessons after promos. wahlao. people partying leh, im at home mugging. okay lor, maths tuition. then, i pangseh the ASSZ for my tuition, if not can watch the departed. =/ thirdly, she came so LATE. waste my time lah. lastly, she converted the whole MATHS tuition into a psychological session. =@ so im supposed to make use of the power of my subconcious mind to assure my promotion.
i have made a new bunch of friends. ASSZ! [alex, shumei, sam, zhiyang] yes yes, a super duper weird combination. i know. lol i swear im going to shove frog legs into shumei's mouth sometime. tan shumei, you watch out ah. training that time bastard me how many times, you'll get that amount og frog legs inside your mouth. :)) die ah you! and under the bad influences of zhiyang and alex, im addicted to dota. and YES. im back to being no life again, fancy started training my maple character all over again. and she's an assassin of level 31! not bad okay.
training's getting better i guess. at least we are more bonded though its always the same old 7 people training. thats what i think lah huh. and so cute. coach forgot our training today! lol. and throughout the whole 3h of training. the girls were charging at helium balloons and catching it. so cute lah. lol. and apparently everybody loves shumei! LOL. we ended the session with some childhood games lah. okay, theres alot of activites coming up for touch rugby! overnight camp in school, cip, open house, many many more. lets just hope that we can stay this strong yea, we are aiming to go for the achievers' dinner! HAHA! can lah can.
teachers are giving us negative feedbacks on our results. ms pat khor came into the class and said this, " sometimes, you all have to prepare for the worse you know." and the whole class was silent for at least 10minutes. haha. its so obvious that apparently nobody is interested in learning new stuffs after promos. waste time. come on lah. you wont even know if you can clear or not. im a small girl with big ambition. lol. give me years and i will emerge as a big boss! [dream on lah sam] hahaha. okay, target set. im aming for smu's business marketing or management that will require at least an A for the A levels. holy shit. that means i have to be extra hardworking. "i will promote, i will get good results. everybody will be proud of me." HEYHEY. that was what my tutor made me to chant for at least 5mins, and twice a day. psychotic huh.
alot of interesting things happened during this few weeks. the PSI level was high, and it gave ne false hope lah huh. we were cursing that it will hit 200 and the government will announce the suspension of school. but look at the clear blue sky outside. playing us ah, god. lol.
i went to vivo, okay lah. quite plain, maybe because many many of the shops are not opened yet? and wahlao. stupid felix. tempted me with the fact that he will be working at the adidas shop there. shall go visit soon ah! anw, work for what lah. i dont like to work under people. so tied down. =/ and come on lah. enjoy your life! lol.
aye. so many things, so little time. if only i had 48hs a day. if only lah huh.
and too all, happy friday the 13th.

`BEAMS

2006-10-01T17:24:00.000+08:00

just some old random pictures.
and JINGYI. happy sexy seventeen. =D meet up after promos yea. LOVES.
HAHA. jordus. saw him coincidentally at the bus stop near KAP yesterday. looking good dude.
im having my last two killer papers tmr. biology and econs. bio how. i cant get anything into my head. econs how. that i merely touched. guess im going to burn through that tonight. no point forcing myself now.
HAHA. i was mixing with bad companies for the past few days. (specifically shumei, zhiyang and alex) play what dota. see lah. now im addicted. and never never step into zhiyang's house. computers kena occupied den all chiong down to play halo 2. OMG. and yah. i realised my reflexes are quite slow. what sia.
somebody stole my ritz carlton mini mooncakes. WAHLAO. it was 5 in the morning lah. now ZERO. =( hurh. sad. MY MOONCAKES.
another 20hs and i will be free from all the exams stress. too late to regret anything now. just hope that the past weeks' mugging craze will be fruitful.
im using nokia 1600 now. got hear before or not. LOL.
im going to pursue my entrepreneur dream at the end of the year. baik. venture anyone? HAHAHA. alex, 70 me 30 you. ai mai suah!
STUDY LAH SAM.

=@

2006-09-26T18:07:00.000+08:00

i lost my phone.

`numbed.

2006-09-03T17:37:00.000+08:00

teachers day celebration was full of lust with matthew haq and deya around me. HOW GAY. i almost died.
waved hysterically in the rain for a cab back nanhua with yiling and yuhan. the gentlemen, marcus kwokhua they all, can cheekily grin at us as they zoomed past us.
nanhua changed a hell lot. more and more spastic teachers. had this nice talk with edmund ng. played marathon netball under the rain. tan munting wore my byron to blend with the grads. LOL. i guess nanhua toilets are still the best decorated, cleanest and biggest. had lunch at formosa with the girls. proceeded to pool at west coast cc.
had dinner at jp with hongsheng munting puiyin. pierced my 3rd hole with hongsheng. the two humjis finally decided to pierced at yellow. LOL. hilarious pls. it doesnt hurt that much after all. had some ice cream while waiting for kelvin and then went some nearby carpark to celebrate hongsheng's bday. think they have got the bridge's craze once again. nice catching up.
im off to dinner! :D back later.

`super shag pls.

2006-08-27T07:59:00.000+08:00

i wont have to go through those torments if i passed my higher chinese. paper 2 was alright. HAHA. i fainted when i saw the questions. "my idol", what sia.
guess everybody was so drained after the 3h paper. theres seriously a problem with all the chinese and chemistry teachers luh.
omgosh. the coach switched me from winger to link. =/ and meiyi from link to winger. yiling from link/wing to center. WHY LIKE THAT. lol. and we played our first risky game against our seniors. i guess it turned out better lah. our defence wasnt that bad as compared to last time. buck up ppl. no trainings already, sure forget everything.
had this nice long talk with andy, boah. he can really talk alot. thanks dude. this little boy is getting all the limelight after sports meet. LOL. everybody is talking about the darwin boy. he's flying luh. everything is happening so fast. one problem after another. this, sucks.
and all hail byron. =DD 8x100m was hilarious pls. ran as the 6th runner with charmayne and chinghua. and we were talking about how we dont want to fall and stuffs. i didnt get to do a proper start up. =( nvm la. next year. lol. train hard yea brian, our byron hero. LOL. made quite a few friends from the run too. damn spastic lah, fellow runner jasmine, remembers me as the cheerleader who quit last minute during orientation. this is so not cool.
everybody was apparently bombarding haashira on her "bird-day", oh well, she pronounced like that. so cute lah. LOL. got her this big yellow spongebob balloon. im glad that she loves it. =D i threw the plastic bag into the bin right in front of her face. so too bad lah, she had to hold the yellow guy around in school. bastard luh sam.
i have absolute no confidence in passing promos. how sia. valleypoint changed its interior with new seats. so there goes my favourite mugging corner. =( think im dragging myself out of the house after tuition.
again, happy birthday haashira and christopher.

`snorts.

2006-08-15T20:54:00.000+08:00

just some random posts of pictures lah. lol. how i miss my camera. =/ anw. fooled around with focus in the first photo. not bad huh. the other 2 are random shots during chalet last year. give me 5 years and see sam as the super freelance photographer. insane.

i thought the following abstract was interesting:

"Laugh. How many times does a child laugh daily? How many times does an adult laugh daily? In some areas, being child-like can bring a whole lot of balance [ in life]."

im insane to dread marriage. thats every girl's big dream isnt it. life is getting so monotonous. im feel like a zombie.

this is a dreadful week. =/ im down with heavy flu and cough.

"ehh sam. you sound nicer like that, seriously" thats how adorable yiling is to post such a remark. _smacks.

someone told me something and that really induced me to think twice befriending people and in fact, getting close. everyone is two sided, you'll never never know the other side of him/her. you hit it hard, yet i didnt show my emotions. act strong only lah sam. i know it wasnt worth it initially. i knew it all along. thanks for teaching me how drastic one can portray infront of different people.

economics test was totally shit. i swear i was staring at the government intervention pages for at least 25minutes and i screwed the last question. oh, how fantastic.

promo is drawing near in about seven weeks time and im still procrastinating. this is so wrong. guess i'll be stoning at valleypoint for the next few weekends. its not feasible to stay for the night study in school. wrong ambience, wrong people around me. =/ too many people already. furthermore, i dont live near. perhaps i can consider moving into my aunts place at admiralty for that few weeks. stressed out lah.

mummy was being nice today for not forcing me to attend school this morning. hugs to all people out there who sent their regards. melissa, haashira, zihao, ervyn, jasmine, shumei, yiling, swezin and ms renee leong. =D

`screwed

2006-08-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

slow learning ability.
lousy attitude.
no basic concepts.
distracting.
unmotivated to learn and excel.
dont put in required effort.
shabby work.
these words still lingers in my tiny brain. our class was fuckingly screwed by our beloved principal this morning. -.- totally no comment luh. i was so amazed at the way she keeps changing topic. come on lah. face the situation and stop siding the teachers. hear what we have to say. this is so not cool. you think things will be better that way? let us all see then. she was trying so hard not to explode right in matthews face. she just dont get what we meant. forget it lah. thats how demoralising pioneerjc is. what kind of institute pioneer is if we are slow learners. thats screwing yourself isnt it. hey pjc, you ppl are nuturing a bunch of retards.
people are just so hypocritical. =/ just take a look at your ownself before bombarding others. so what if you run like the wind, dont be arrogant pls. im astounded by how fast people changes when they left secondary school. what happens to all the friendships.
emo emo day. cant believe zihao and me were cooking up with ways to die.
"I WANT TO TAKE CYANIDE"
"wahlao. rat poison? i want to jump down."
"come on lah, u wont want to die a horrible death with everything spattered all over right"
"cyanide also what, suffocate to death."
"slit our wrists together and see who die first lah"
"lets go hell together"
"okay lor."
hmms. how sia like that. everyone's feeling so suicidal.
im so sick of life.
neighbourhood's finally meeting on nationals day. =DD
the whole class is munching on mars bars today. so cute pls. lost my phone after projectwork. couldnt be bothered with it at first. my hp is just a worthless piece of shit. got it back from haashira huiwen they all later. anw. stupid shumei, seventh month okay, stop scaring people with your entire fringe covering half of your face. LOL.

`drained

2006-07-30T12:03:00.000+08:00

"Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost.
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over"
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you"
seize the day; avenged sevenfold.

=/
im sick of hearing the same things over and over again.
you evil people.
anw. im back to blog luh, after like so so long.
M1 tournament is such a disaster.
met touch ruggers from other schools as well.
tzeling, mingee, roxane, elizabeth blarblar.
trust me, im going to kill innova people down and roll them flat someday. maybe just that girl lah huh.
someone please motivate me to study. charlie chan gave me a little more hope for chem. maths, shit luh. i can take a million years to solve one question. how u tell me how. lol
all hail super nice tham. now the princpal wants to talk to our class regarding our fucking attitude towards him. i mean, come on la. whos the one who stirred up this whole mess. i want to get good results for maths and i cant do it alone. insane. pioneer is crazy i tell u.
touch rugby is getting a little more bonded. and thats really nice. skeen is so hilarous lah, i was imitating her fake malay accent. so fun. and hey came up with this dance too. spirit boosters. everybody's despising us. we have to prove something, girls.
anyway, nice one lah. nanhua dancers. great tapdance. =D
the weather's nice and i want to sleep. hmms.

`DEAD

2006-07-13T23:16:00.000+08:00

I DREW ZIHAO. so cute right. =DD pls say that there this bit of resemblance. so we, this bunch of jokers, were goofing around in PW. LOOK. everyone's so stressed.
anw. i did real badly for mid years. HEY. i did study. =/ my supposedly best subject, biology, died on me. got a subpass. maths, got a shocking E. which is a whopping leap from 0/30 to 31/65. my econs managed to achieve a subpass, with much help from twin. from a pathetic 3/15 jumped to 12/30. lol. i have got a disappointing B grade for chinese. wahlao. lose to that thing leh. i was a higher chinese student somemore. im going bonkers already. oh, my chem. i could have done better. feel like vomiting upon the dumb mistakes in my papers. faints. got subpass for that too. and you tell me which idiot can get 12/60 for composition. rugby senior linan was questioning if i was from china.
anw. i think ive improved. but apparently, theres still alot of room to exert myself. so, studious sam will be mugging with all my fellow muggers from today onwards. i know i can do better. we all can.
touch rugby trainings with a coach may not be a bad thing after all. it was definitely more productive under her directions lar. but, everyone seemed so stressed. wheres all the fun we should be having. i cant perform under stress. shes good lar, i dont deny. but its just the first training. how evil can she get. wait till she shows her true color. i guess its kinda fine as she will be coming only on wednesdays. dont worry lar. we still got our fridays for team bondings.
im learning soccer for PE lessons. and sprinting too. i LIKE.
the world cup season ended with us, once again, together swearing like mad at the television. dumb zidane. he screwed his last game. i totally rolled when he did his headbutting. =/ but YAY. italy won and i get to savour a nice expensive dinner from my beloved tutor. and poor hongsheng have to eat his grass. anw. its so great seeing you all. tzeling, puiyin. bel, hongsheng, kaiqi, munting, adelene. did i leave anyone out? LOVE YOU ALL.
i flew over to shumei's friend's house to accompany her to sleep till the next morning. dragged ourselves to school along the canal. everyone was dead.
mug hard sam, =DD im going score A for maths, A for bio and A for chinese.

`im dreading school

2006-07-05T21:06:00.000+08:00

it was feel so weird watching the match between italy and germany with my dad. =/ somehow, hes like a complete stranger to me. i dont even hug my dad, dont even dare to. its kind of disturbing watching how my sisters cuddling him. im jealous. i dread home. so wad if everyone else is at home. im like a trash, transparent to them.

anw. caught up with the nanhua gang awhile. how i wish we would have a nice dinner with all the girls. =/ everyone seems to be so drifted apart.

HAHA. supposedly class outing at sentosa. and only a pathetic few turned up. yiling came to crash later on and i totally spent my sunset with her. its so hilarious listening to mario's signing on the bridge. i almost died. andy zihao and yiling too.

chinese oral was fine luh. commented on the new law that was imposed to catch teenagers wandering aroound after eleven. think i screwed it up. the two examiners totally burst out laughing at me. faints. guess i used the wrong word. zihao bombarded the inefficiency of the police cos he wasnt caught yet. andy's more hilarious. they resorted in telling him to say anyhow. madness. he was whining on how embrassing it was.

i died while watching silent hill. supergross. lol. im liking playing an rpg game. didnt reallie get the storyline. supposed to do some shopping but ended up walking everywhere. LOL. emoed at night and sat by the river.

jasmine's phone call disrupted my beauty sleep with her shrieking that she and swezin are flying to my house now. uhh. thats the worse thing. i watched the match yesterday. i hid everything in drawers. somebody pls paint my room. HAHA. they took like a lightyear to arrive. jasmine got me so addicted to high school musical. damn nice pls. flew to bugis and was back home at 7. super early. lol. felt as if i was floating for the entire day. too tired already. kowtow to the guys, i dont noe how u ppl manage to stay up for the matches for consecutive days. dunking red bulls?

pioneer is going to screen the world cup finals in school and delaying the school's assembly by 1h. wow. guess i'll be there with touchruggers. it beats rotting at home alone.

=@ im so legtharic at the moment. presentation for pw workshop tmr still left undone. no idea where my leader died to. can i just fail it or something. lol.

italy's in. and go portugal. see u in the finals.

i want to break free.

tags replies.

swezin` sentosa again. LOL. im dying.

yiling` -.- silly girl. screw pw LUH. we are dying.

shumei` hey babe. u noe we are always here for you. dont worry lar. everything will be fine. huggs.

jasmine` you're not lar. jasmine's hot. x)) yea, england lost. im so happy.

IMJORDUS` HEY TREE. awesome hair. lol. meet up soon with the rest alrights.

puiyin` =@ i left you out again?! LOL.

chriss` ohh. i know about that. think its my schoolmate's party. ohh, you'll be spinning at HOME. cool. shall drop by sometimes.

`post mid years blues.

2006-07-02T01:27:00.000+08:00

HEHHEH. thats abit obscene lar huh. hongsheng's wart. =/ caught up with him puiyin and weiming over dinner a few weeks ago.
mid years are finally over. and im getting the blues.
somehow, i missed the time spent in school during the last 2 weeks of holidays. study buddies. and i came across alot alot of the iniquitous face of pioneer jc and they make me wonder why the hell did i chose this wrecked place. boo. got to know more people while mugging. not bad huh.
anw. went sentosa with briap. LOL. funny lar. it seems that we are the only idiots we played touch rugby on sand. fruitful day. the 5 of us played three on two while some university people came and joined in. super productive pls. learned more ways to scam ppl to create gaps. whoots. maybe more bondings at sentosa. exposed jasmine and yiling abit. the two psychotic girls weere oogling at two little naked boys. how cute. saw james and delia and shumei's friends.
im getting so annoyed over the stuffs that happened these few days. handling the papers is one of it. study so much for wad. in the end also screwed the papers. =@ im so mad. so, studious sam is going to mug consistently throughout the rest of the months for promos. ohh, yuck. and yes. the school must be super relieved that touch ruggers are denied a chance to take part in the coming nationals. this will save you all the face u want. mad. so ego for wad. come on lar, have some faith in us will die meh. im super sure that we could at least achieve sometime. i know our strength. i seriously dunno wad u people are thinking. that sucks alrights. and yes. we will be thrown to the republic poly's coach. and i BELIEVE under her grooming. we will bloom and shine. how fun will training be then. i dont noe. i dont even dare to say its possible to play even 5 vs 5. do you have a thought for us. do u weigh the pros and cons. we are the ones playing the sport. our passion determines its growth. i can totally point out who will be the ones quitting. wont parents be complaining about how tough training is and the longer hours incurred. i dunno whos the mastermind behind all these. all i can say it, wahlao. u damn inconsiderate la. the lives of 14 girls are all in your hands, and yet. u brought us high up and slammed us right down. hows the feeling of being squashed flat. i bet you dont like it too. i was super stunned when i heard about this. omg. are you trying to ruin all of us. no matter wad. i assure you that we will be strong together. try us.
okay. venting done. im not targeting at any particular person.
its 1.42am. wahlao. my heart is pumping incredibly fast lah. portugal vs england penalty. hanbin and derrick are updating me all the details. and oh, the people at downstairs that zouk also. all the screamings and hailings totally make my heart skipped a beat. =@ so EXCITING. i will faint if england got through luh. alright. ENGLAND FLY HOME. all hail ricardo. =DD
im addicted to hands down. damn nice.
to little yiling.
ENGLAND LOST.

tags replies;
munting` i missed you too. =/ lets meet up sometime and we are going to paint the town red.
shumei` madness in sentosa. i almost died. lol. im going to pluck out all your hair. wad square huh wad square. =@ ENGLAND LOST.
jasmine` updated. LOL. i cant take my eyes off you today. HOT. HAHAHAH. ENGLAND LOST.
chriss` updated. any more parties?
m3l` AHH. study also cannot make it lar. boo.
CUI` missed you too. =DD

`STRESSED OUT.

2006-06-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

im hooked of RUFIO's IN MY EYES. damn nice pls.
i cant handle stress. dumb lar. why did i come junior college in the first place.
at this rate im going, i think im going to retain. with samuel's demotivating words buzzing into my ears like everyday, things are getting worse. lol. wads more rubbish, even a 8pointer retained. twin ar twin. you're the first one im going to smack if i really get retained.
this month is so spectacular. everyone seems to be in love. its so admirable to discover oh-so-sweet couples, who finally got together like after so long. get the aura radicating around la.
and yea. the match with republic polytechnic was so revolting. though we have a sweet victory for the very first match. that was very well done, girls. however, i died upon watching the subsequent matches. i knew you people drop dead too. LOL. scared wad, theres alot alot more matches for us to own.
mugged my whole week away. mugged with touch ruggers ( swezin, yiling, jasmine, shumei), mugged with OBS ppl ( samuel, ahmad, alina) plus hocker shah. i dare to say its quite productive lar, as compared to previous attempts. im going to score As for my bio and maths. =/
accompanied buddy alina to shop around town yesterday. amos and samuel met up with us later. had sinful treats at NYDC before heading home. everyone was so sure that they will die young. -.- alina was screaming her head off that she didnt bought anything. me too lar. have got such a urge to spend money yesterday. OH WELL.
and wads up with rumours swarming around in school. no matter how hard you try to keep your profile low. no matter if u have attempted nasty stuffs on people. no matter if u smiled at people. theres still people who are super against you. thats life. its never fair. n e v e r. how i wished i were in cjc, where im the one and only nanhuarian there. where i can induce on my new life. but im blessed to have such adorable friends with me. if not, i think i'll die at 17.
I MISS CAMWHORING.
tags replies;
chris` LOL. i kena HO SUISEN. damn fun damn fun. oh no. i noe its your dream come true to spin at rebirth. have truckloads of fun there yea. im not sure if im going there. shall confirm with u at a later date.
jasmine` UPDATED. im going to post all your u g l y photos if u didnt scrape off mine. HAHA.
addie` YEA. GO SENTOSA PLS. xD
rebecca` SEE YOU SOON TOO. SO SORRY. im like always so busy. =/
kai` dont sad lar. lol. yea, miaomiao from GESS.
bel` I SAW YOUR DAD AT LOT 1 THAT DAY. LOL. but somehow, i threw him a weird glance. oh no. think he saw that too.
puiyin` CLASS OUTING. lol. and yea, heard ms loke went already. boo. got miss me?!
shumei` MUG HARD LAR GIRL. all the best for your performance tmr. not sure if im able to go down and support. =DD

`obs madness

2006-06-11T15:26:00.000+08:00

=/ nobody in my watch brought cameras.
alrights. OBS was damn fun. except that i was stuck in my watch, with a few of kuku ppl.
anw. i thought i'll just die there in camp. I SURVIVED.
its great to know alot more people there. lol. ive never seen 3/4 of them in sch pls. rugby sent 3 guys. wahlao. poor touch only one.
ALINA; shes damn damn cute. super strong girl. she can do wad the guys can. LOL. we play together, eat together, sleep together and pee in the wild together. xD she claimed that im always stoning at her table every morning. and i dont seemed to recognise her. =@ super fun to talk cock.
KENNETH; that byron head. damn cool guy. more action less talk leader. lol. we've got the same enemies, and forever laughing at them. damn fun. he can do anything in the world. madness.
AHMAD; my dear kayaking buddy. wahlao. hes this crazy ass who came up with weird words now and then and influencing everybody. i almost died in the sea with him. i purposed shifted my weight to the right side on the kayak and he purposely capsized it. twice. MADNESS. hes damn fun too. total rubbish.
CHINYANG; he's another rubbish boy too. damn fun. i can totally declare s10 guys are mad. lol.
HANCHENG; forever rapping and singing boy. another s10. he was sick for 3 out of 5 days. nevertheless, he's still as crazy. lol.
AZU; wahlao eh, she has got an in built microphone. damn loud pls. a potential leader. shes so interesting. and looks like paul twohill. =@
CHINGHWA; super tiny girl. super cute. dancer. taught me dancesteps and forever psychoing me to join back dance. LOL.
MIAOMIAO; looks like cat. so cute too. another capable girl. =DD we tonned together in the wild. and she lives in tiong.
SAMUEL; my newly found twin. forever bombing me with his 'eh, ahlian' and ; pseudo sam'. loves number seventeen too. another rubbish guy. super accident prone and he loves my colorful plasters. super fun to talk cock.
DEYA; I DIDNT KNOW HE'S FROM RUGBY. LOL. he forced a packet of isotonic powder into my mouth and i managed to blow all back at him. hes super fun to talk cock with. super big sized guy with unexpected secrets. =DD
QUEK; the ultimate M&M. so cute. LOL. super fun to talk cock with.
HAZWANI; SO CUTE. =DD super long sexy legs, i just ant stop oogling at her. lol. forever flashing her sweet smile to me.
HAZWANI'S TWIN TOWER FRIEND; i dont know her name. but she always smiles at me too. =DD pretty pretty. crapped with her on the rafting day. =D
JUSTIN; the super nice body but in choir guy. LOL. sea expedition overall in charge. lol. potential leader too. and talk alot of sense. lol. he actually wanted to buy the annotated whole pulau ubin map home. nice to talk cock with too.
and of cos, theres much much more.
dayzeroone.
the damned date makes us all so scared pls. lol. didnt reallie noe anyone there, except for josiah la. lols. hes in my class during MI PAE. we went straight to kayaking after icebreaking. lol. ahmad damn horrible lar. capsize also dunno how to choose place. we ended up floating on some chemical polluted water, which reallie stinked. but overall still damn fun lar. learnt some skills for self awareness. the pohari windows emphasized the importance of being open. and leaders must not only can talk, listening is another important aspect that they should acquire. in this way, we can then accomodate the team's needs to earn their respect. lol. the bunks were alright lar, except for some wings on the floor. the boys and girls shared the same roof as well.
dayzerotwo.
the physical training in the morning was alrights lar, ran and ran. den proceeded to the heights element. i partnered ahmad again. we whacked our way up the vertical tower like totally. damn fun, luckily im smart enough to know where to climb too. =DD i think my head is so small. my helmet dropped twice when i was up there. scary. and under alina and kenneth, the two mighty odacs, i learnt how to pitch barsha. lol. i realised that one must have great confidence in themselves in order to bring up the best in others. and i was one of the 8 sea expedition team lar. we have to plan the whole day for the 3 watches, suisen, barker and tockseng. it sounded super scary cos we hafta kayak through swamps and round pulau ubin. later i die also nobody noes. lol.
dayzero three.
we had our land expedition. damn horrible lar. with all the mosquitos buzzing around you. alina kena alot of bites. kenneth swallowed alot of spiderwebs. thats the disadvantage of being super tall lar. lol. we were lost a couple of time and we didnt managed to find the plates we were supposed to. explored the whole island. lol. we werent efficient enough lar. got stuck in the storm as well. and we walked a long long way to the campsite. was drizzling the way back, justin and samuel crashed our watch. crapped alot through the way and we were few idiots who stepped in muddy waters. we pitched our barshas. we coked our own dinner. and the rice tasted like claypot rice as alot of smoke ran in while cooking. had alot alot of bread as well. i dug 2 spoonful for deya and samuel. both of them spitted out. LOL. deya got his dinner cooked by desmond they all, it tasted the same as well, totally spoiled his appetite. poor alina and i have to send the big buy back to his campsite, which is so far away from ours. i felt super dirty that ngiht. lol. was enjoying the night breeze with alina miaomiao and samuel. we were on night duty from 9-12 lar. crapped alot and listend to samuel's havoc stories. lol. i shivered like mad that night lar. koped a poncho and crapped with ahmad, kenneth and chinyang on the 12- 3 shift. cant get to sleep too, the barsha was filled as well. no place to sleep. so in the end, me miaomiao alina and samuel hafta sleep in the open. malaysia night life so cool sia. supermulti racial. we were grooving with the technos. LOL.
dayzerofour
DAMN FUN. its the most interesting day of all. lol. alina kenneth me ahmad justin shikwang jimmy and zihao took charge over our 3 watches and led them on the sea expedition lar. lol. we went through swampy areas and got ourselves stucked in the roots. LOL. damn funny i tell u. and that ahmad was slacking behind while i paddled like mad. shikwang was happiy swimming in the poo-filled waters and realised after so long. lol. justingot alina to climb head in his kayak to retrieve his stucked ration at the head of the kayak. damn evil lar. its damn funny to see her all the way in the kayak. the cheeky instructions told us to load the kayak with her stuck there. HAHA. den got his period of time when we were thowing digestives form boat to boat, aiming people mouths. me and ahmad almost capsized a few times. super purposely. and yay, we successfully got back to OBS site. after 8hs. =DD feel so accomplised. damn fun to kayak on rainy day.
we had a last challenge awaiting. the 6 watches were spilted randomly. actually not very randomly lar. cos all the fun ppl were in the same group. and we were full of sea ex leaders and odacs. so we sure win. LOL. the twin towers (hazwani and her friend), ruggers (skeen, me, deya, desmond, faiz), odacs (bingrong, alina, kenneth, miaomiao), hockers(samuel, ahmad), bowler (quek) were together lar. LOL. all the cute cute ppl.
dayzerofive
chionged the last challenge with the fun fun ppl and we successfully launched our raft. the raft broke up when we were rowing back. LOL. the irritaing instructors purposely speedboated around us, making splashes and stirring big waves. damn fun.
den had the indiana arts festival thing. all watches performed and ours sucked. =/
HOME.

OBS had made me realised my strengths and weaknesses. great experience. and i came across alot of nice people out there. LOL. and YAR. i recieved a phone call from bimbotic briaps and they put me on loudspeaker. LOL. yea, missed u ppl alot too lar. =DD and i heard hasshira missed me like mad. HAHA.
met the girls after i threw my stuffs at home and went shopping. we had a feast at cine, wah, a relief for my 5 day prison food. updated with the trainings and stuffs. our team's up with conflicts again. =@ tmr having match against republic poly. home ground. LOL. all the best girls.
I NEED TO MUG SERIOUSLY.

`miss me bad.

2006-06-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

IM OFF TO OBS TMR.
SHOP WITH ME ON SAT NIGHT.
=@
WHAT A DATE TO SET ON A CAMP.
060606.
wahlao. i keep scaring myself you know.
bless me.

`emo

2006-06-04T11:16:00.000+08:00

those were the last pictures before my poor camera died on me. it fell face down and the lenses went crooked. so cute. lol. aiyar, nevermind lar. no camera for OBS. =@
m1 match was a disaster. somehow, we were allocated with other j2s again. damn horrible. we were thrashed by hwachong by 8-0 and jjc by 5-0. i didnt get to play with tzeling. laosai. the fantasic weather ruined the day, causing the match to be postponed. yea lor, hopefully by then, we are able to kill them all. EHH, no lar.
and fuck the j1 ruggers. some of the j1 touch ruggers went down to singapore poly to support them for their very fast match. and they fuckingly said we were making a fool of them, luffing at them and stuffs. and so fuck it. next time support yourself. im fucking irritated okay. .... may you people break your bones. cbcbcbcb.
went shopping with jasmine swezin shumei yiling after that. mugged for merely 20mins. =/ so horrible pls. lol. shopped alot. saw jj sebastian and gang. they were totally oogling at yiling. wahlao.
read through his blog, and thought he was in a really bad shape now. =/ boo. fucking posers. its really so not funny to do that to him. nevertheless, this shows how deep his feelings were for her. aiyar. stop thinking about him lar sam. its all over, so long already.
I WANT TO MUG. can someone pls motivate me. i dontwan to retain.
tag replies;
addie` MEET ME SOON LEH. i saw hugged puiyin and bel the other day. =@ you're missed.
kai` LOL. MY SHIRT. u changed alot alot alot. i where got dao.
rebecca` you're still so pretty. xD take cares too.
jingyi` MEET ME UP SOON TOO. =@
PUIYIN`FORGOT CAN. LOL. =@ MEET UP WITH ME TOO. WHO WILL SAY THEIR SISTER PRETTY ONE. MADNESS.

`WAH. SOSCREWED.

2006-05-31T22:14:00.000+08:00

OH FUCK VAUNT. =@ we were denied of the entry because most of us didnt have our identification card with us. so irritating pls. we were stranded in cineleisure because of that. wahlao.

poor sebastian ending up shoving his shirt right in front of me to block my view. i was told not to commit his mistakes of admiring meifen from far. that kind of feeling sucks. it hurts, its like you're desiring something that is impossible to retrieve and yet, it is flaunting its luminesce just right there. alrights. i was gazing at him all the while. if only we were still together. =/ memories were jolted back as my aunt posed questions about him. he had moved on, i believe hes much jovial now. he looked great yesterday. shes damn pretty too. boo. anw, im blessed to have such fabulous friends.

im getting paranoid. =/ how much i hate my class. LOL. now im so disturbed by the thoughts of retribution. omgosh. like how much ive been cursing people and stuffs. e v i l pls.

i can feel the chemical swirling in my body. =/ strong immunity for OBS. my family doctor is psychotic lor i swear. LOL. hes so fucking cute. he tested my reflexes with a hammer and my calf totally jerked. so funny pls, i was rolling on the bed. HAHA. my left arm is numbed from the jab i had not long ago. wahlao. im worried if its going to affect my performance on field tmr. hopefully not lar. go rogues.

anw. we are against strong teams tmr. hwachong, nanyang, temasek and jurong. LOL. ttl. meet your doom. =DD adeline and ching are so nice. they offered to impart their admirable 'switch' and 'loop' to me swezin yiling and jasmine. we played like psychopaths.

and yar. the hockey boys must have died after their trainings. ervyn was whining he didnt sleep at all. andy overslept and missed biology make up lessons, thinking me and zihao wont be going. LOL. ziyang is still fuming with rage, he's hating MOS for the stupid law of 'no ezlinks'. he seemed so intimidating yesterday, machiam wanna kill people. sucangyu was luffing about the sleepyheads in the buses, snoring with their mouths wide open. i think brian and sebastian died. and zihao strolled into the biology class 1hour late and was commmented that he looked fierce. matthew was complaining about how lonely he was yesterday night. =@ i cant see him dance para. he's totally living in his techno world.

pretty jingyi acquired that vault cashcard for me nevertheless. =/ boo. i didnt get to join her as promised. dumb bouncers. screw your balls.

and oh pls. i fucking dont look like my sister. =@

`DOWN.

2006-05-28T21:10:00.000+08:00

anw. i feel so psychotic today. =/ lol. just look at all the pictures we took. so nice pls.
the seniors totally gave in their best. and yea, they went so far in that competition. kinda disappointed with the J1s attendence. lol. yea. im so worried about the M1s match on wed. may god bless the other J1s are as horrible as us.
my poor camera had a swim in the mud puddle. it slipped and fell. wahlao. my heart almost jumped out. super scary. now the lenses are contaminated with brown water. i can only take blur pictures now. so horrible. i want a new camera. sony. so flat and nice. how i wish money will drop from the sky. im so broke. and the great singapore sale is totally tempting me. =@
had a little chat with eugene last night. shit lars. it somehow appears that its damn easy to get retained. its like err, 1 out of 10 will be retained. wow. 10% isnt little u noe. and one class at least 2. wth. i screwed my CAs already. fancy getting zeros for economics and maths. oh gosh. motivate me to mug hard pls.
im tired. =/ tired of everything. he already moved on. and why am i still pathetically stucked in that part of life. sore loser. -.- its nice to have mad ppl around you. namely yiling swezin jasmine and shumei. they eat papers and call vanille frappe a kind of coffee. way psychotic. give me 3 more months and i swear i will die in front of them. flat.

` BOOOM

2006-05-25T14:45:00.000+08:00

forget the first picture lar. lol. got the sudden urge to post it here. =/ see how much i missed those monkeys. anw, heard weiming got into council. LOL. so cute pls.

wahlao. had a superstinky day today. im supposed to be having chemistry like at this time. but i signed out early cos i was feeling super nauseous. somehow, throughout the whole morning, ive got the urge to throw out. HAHA, in the end everything went back into me. -.- i feel so disgusted pls. ms renee leong commented on how bad i looked. aiyar.
22 bucks for 10 tiny blue pills. -.- lol. this is the irritating consequence i get for having no paitence to stone for 2h and 30mins at the polyclinic. i flew to my family doctor there instead. =/ the doctor prescibed those pills to ease my stress. wth. anw, its brave sam first solo visit to mr doctor. =DD lol. so proud of myself. LOL. alrights. and oh. i consulted him on my shortness of breath sometimes after running and this morning. same old lines, he says im stressed. okay lor. =/

ive got a big fat zero for my maclaurins and graph sketching. wahlao. so depressing pls. even haq and zihao got higher den me. LOL. im the lowest in class. im getting super worried on my acadamics ability. im haunted by the torments of being retained every night. i dont wan. i dont wan. i dont wan. =@ im going to score well in everything for mid year.

i feel super uneasy at the thoughts of GP. the paper's tmr and i have totally no confidence and stuffs. HOW. the genre is super different and i haven passed any GP paper. HAHA. alrights. gonna bug derrick for his craps to vomit in tmr's essay.

and YAR. M1 6 on 6 touch rugby match's coming up nx wednesday. im so so so not prepared pls. who is. lol. furthermore, wen er and meiyi arent playing. LOL. i believe the team's spirted was dampened by half. nvm lar. u noe we can do it. im stressed. im too fat to dodge ppl and run at maximum speed. =@ WENER. can u pls possess me or sth. lol.

boo. conversed with wen er and mingjiao after rugby yesterday. i feel so enlightned somehow. i think the situated wont get better. but i believe they certainly wont give up on us. how how how. if i were one of the J2s who overhead the comment, i cnf go and pluck out all the idiot's hair. -.- so disheartening lar pls. you're just biting the hand that feeds you. dumb. we supposed to be one super strong team. wait till i find out out which itchy mouth said that. =@

who wanna watch x-men 3, da vinci code, poseidon with ME.

`my virginity. =/

2006-05-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

boo. think i screwed my virgin game. =/ omgosh. felt super irritated and amd with myself. im sure alot of us felt that way too. stupid, should have ran faster to whack that girl's butt before she rammed that ball down the try line. =@ sub-ed out and went into depressed mode for a while. theres still a super big gap between us and seniors. a few weeks more before they go. wahlao, so much things to pick up. boo. had teamtalk and yea, i can sense the down aura over us. anw, they annouced the committee 2006/7; for our batch. pretty wen er as captain, sweet little swezin as secretary, peiling as treasurer, shirley as quarter mistress and meiyi as assistance quarter mistress. =/ im like err vice captain? somehow i dont feel that im worth the post. i cant lead pls. furthermore, it wasnt me in the first place. i still feel bad about the whole incident, why liddat.
i hate thursday. long day with sucky lessons. especially with general paper, economics and pe at the last few slots. -.- HAHA. haashira has once again proven us the bore she had suffered. nice me missed my last bus to accompany her to cab to school cos shes late and broke.
anw, i believe alot of people must have came across that article commenting on the stupid stuffs PJC did to their students. LOL. my mum read it and encouraged me to rant my complains to the media since its already been blown up. so why not blow it up bigger. the first thing i'll arrow is how patricia khor made us do CWO because we were late for 5mins and mdm goh for pushing us to poly with her discouraging comments. -.- somehow i think the college's chers are super screwed. =@ and YES. the dm and that tamil manekum or sth liddat. fucked up sia.
HAHA. this is a special request from my psychotic OGL.
alrights. im supposed to dedicate a portion of my entry to BRIAN of 06s10. so here it goes. this stickman was my OGL and i was fucking irritated by him. wahlao ehhs, now and then keep chasing me and junling back to our OG and do interaction. oops, exposed. =@ oh yea, got dance the mass dance with him also. damn funnnie. HES TOO TALL LE LAR. -.- he's too significant in school already lar. damn tall pls. imagine i have 3/4 of his height. =D~ hot. hes forever drooling at pretty girls and YAR, maybe thats why he's always biaoing touch rugby training. SEE WHO?! yiling jasmine shumei or swezin?! lol. OHH. anw, just browsed through my inbox and saw your msges always start with 'LOL.' madness. =@ he's a super fun person to hang around and kill time with. but i think he got moodswings and temper one. nowadays see him like so super sad. LOL. hes a super good confidant, ranting on him makes me feel so good. anw brian, thanks for the encouragement and support just now yea. truckloads of lucks for your upcoming baskbetball games and stuffs. kill all opponents and yes, chemistry teachers. LOL. lost. not in the state of mind to think le. next time then add lar. feel like sleeping now. =DD be honoured alrights. lol.
tags replies;
kanwei` WADS SEGAR. LOL. so far ive only taken the LRT twice. HAHA. =/
jasmine` nvm lar. u are ugly =DD
peixin` silly girl. same here too. lets meet up some day with the other girls yea. we need alot of catching up. hows life there? getting used to it le ma.
kenny` LOL. thanks. HOW ARE YOU DOING?!
shumei` =DD good job today shumei and everyone else. thrash them nx time. =@
bel` wahlao ehhs, u're getting so psychotic. LOL. how the hell did u get punched. -.- so cute leh u two. any brusies or flat noses? HAHA. miss ya truckloads.

`screwed day mans. =/

2006-05-17T22:49:00.000+08:00

boo. i was bombarded with three tests today. apparently, i screwed them all. LOL. mugged econs till 4am this morning and by the time im having SPA, all the things i memorised are gone pls. =/ wahlao ehh, talking about SPA. i didnt times my percentage change by 100. no wonder i got 0.04%. SUPERGEK. i was depressed for 2 periods. HAHA. ohh, i can handle my chemistry. =D thats finallie something to be proud about.
chionged to hometeam academy stadium to catch the rugby boys' last match against jjc. won the botaks. yes yes, jjc whole team shaved. saw botak tungloon. 0.- TTL, i feel so SAD. =/ so pjc emerged 5th in this nationals. rugby girls stayed on to watch the 'A' division cup finals bewtten SAJC and RJC. super exciting match cans. was dragged by yingjing to the middle of SAJC ppl. so right in the middle of the SAJC crowd, smacked me yiling swezin shumei shirley jasmine her guy and her guy's friend. so weird. contributed to SAJC's cheers too lar. nice us. LOL. SAJC broke RJC's momentum in getting triump for its 18th consecutive year. wahlao. can reallie see the SAJC team putting in all their soul. =D~ super super nice match. somehow, i feel so sad for RJC. =( their banners was super big somemore. anw, saw lotsa nanhua ppl like kiathow in ugly uniform, nerdy yingjing with her new braces, yingqi, spastic chiamlim leading jjc with cheers, psychotic pearl, melissa and daniel. LOL.
went to have dinner with touch ruggers again. LOL. im dead tired. =/ i swear im going to smack the bubble tea old aunty someday, fucking screw my every dinner at lot one. -.-
why is there still got ppl think im called samantha.
ohh, im damn excited about this homeground match on coming friday. i feel so not prepared for the friendly against NYJC. =/ let my ankle heal pls, den i can fly on the field. =DD
maybe my passion for rugby is surfacing. LOL.
YUHAN GOT A MEDAL TOO. NOT FAIR, HE WASNT PLAYING IN ANY GAMES PLS. LOL. i tried to take a picture of him recieving his medal, but it turned out that he was totallie blocked by the presenter. oops. jump more leh.
somebody asked if i were ever from st. margs. 0.0
tags replies;
kai` LOL. why not. -.- so many physics stuffs leh.
bel` hopefully things will go the right way ba. =/ im strong right. LOL. silly girl, meet me up someday. loveloves. how to fade. boo.
yiling` YES. im so interesting. save money and go shopping spree with me. lets win our virgin match. =DD go go loves.
ah hong` wahlao, if i never go your blog, i wont even noe you're weihong. LOL. haashira dont believe you're from dance. and chairperson somemore. hows life. =D i wanna go back dance inspiration. boo. but my studies hinder me.
anoymous` =D thanks.
chriss` CANT I RANT?! lol. can you like please take cares of yourself or something? lol.
puiyin` LOL. thats super psychotic. =D got miss me norts.
passerby` thanks. =DD

lousy lousy day

2006-05-12T22:04:00.000+08:00

two times. that two times you crossed my path. fuck it, and i cant even bring myself to you. i wanted so so much to catch up with you. boo. this sucks; like totally. it may not be of my concern anymore. somehow, the affections for you still lingers in there. you seemed happier. thats great.
its a super lousy day. =/ i totallie got my whole foot stucked in the gap between the train and the platform. i screamed. so xiasway pls. =@ blame my no friction slippers for the skid. boo. crapped in the train with the central ppl; shirley, shumei, haashira. spilled milo on my poor byron tee. =(
anyway, training at the state land at keat hong. LOL. junhong saw a sea of grey and white, a red and yellow people running to and fro on the grass. i believe his bus or LRT passed that area. omgosh. tmd paisehs. yea, its the J1 rogues' training. interesting huhs. anyway, i sense a tinge of discomfort around my ankle. -.- oh how great. hectic training tmr. im going to be LATE. -.- 740am. thats super early. boo. anyway, we noticed a new habit from haashira. =DD she twirls and twirls her ponytail. she dont even realises that she has been doing it. =/
alrights. concluding from today's training. communication is super important. i was super sad when i have got no support to pass the ball to. =/ wasted. ive got alot of gaps too. wahlao. sad sia. wonder how am i goign to survive in this game. scary.
had long johns at lot one and den proceeded to yiling's house for a nice shower. wahlao. im supposed to bring scary movie 4 along, but i cant find it. brought take the lead in the end. lol. yiling's getting super psycotic. shumei too. szewin's worse. LOL. oh. we started camwhoring as well. so fun. its the best girls' thing. shall upload the pics tmr or sth. that silly yiling doesnt seem to get her pictures into the com.
cabbed to town to have pastamania, alrights. swezin's gonna get her choice of food next week. let her win let her win. lol. it was not long after until i saw one tiny botak scampering towards me. -.- jj sebas and nana were there with their girls as well. so obvious that they were hitting designs on pretty swezin. somehow i just refused to give jj her number. kena scolding from him in the end. wahlao. catch glimpses of him a few times. he didnt reutn, apparently. shopped around and the 3 spastic girls went to anchor guys at new urban males. LOL. damn funnie pls.
its getting so pretty boring. i dont think im allowed to play on wednesday, due to the CA economics. wow. i have never never passed my econs. =@ sad.
4 pigs were munching on this TRIPLE X by NYDC. its frigging nice. i shall lose my fats tmr. LOL. had our hands on confessions and they posted me with all the weird questions. -.-
im feeling so sleepy as i typed this. i haven bathe, haven shower, im so smelly. =x

how.

2006-05-08T21:44:00.000+08:00

omgosh. i cant believe i actually passed my chem and failed my ever-confident biology. i should just go and ram myself against the wall. =/ yucks. ive got like truckloads of silly mistakes in chem. all like similiar smiliar to wanyu. as in reallie reallie dumb ones. -.- sitting a seat away somemore. ive attained a not-bad standard in the eyes of our dearest mdm goh. im so happie. HAHA. excel in my chem and flunk bio now instead. LOL. oh crap. i tell you, after chemical bonding, im so super dead for the subsequent chem topics. so physic-ish.

wadever happened to my biology. lol. maybe i should shove the blame to mr dennis yeo with his super interesting talk about sex and relationship. how nice would it be if he was my tutor or sth. anw, heard something that is so so bad of renee leong. =/ i totallie cant believe my ears pls. ohh. my wish came true. mdm goh's gonna get replaced. HAHA. got this dilemma if i should be elated or not. come to think of it, shes pretty nice and cute at times. had alot of fun with her in today's tutorial. pizza feast tmr , with regards to her farewell to us. somehow, i believe she must be super glad for dropping our class. see me die if we kena a jiaobin teacher.

i feel so bollywood today, with all the buggings at haashira to teach us tamil. so fcuking hard to pronouced pls, im forever getting my tongue tangled. 2.4km run for napfa was held during the morning PE. so super sians. dont even have the mood to move my limbs. i dragged my feet up the track with that stupid mindset, and in the end, my breathing was in a total mess and i almost died. i think i got hyperventilation leh. -.- boo. run alongside with haashira and managed to clear an A for that. im so happie.

played a few minutes of touch rugby against senior. i realised that i can only play wing. -.- totallie cocked up when i was the center with charlotte. the team's having extensive trainings for the long weekends. go rogues. we shall flick nanyang jc away. and did i mention that there are swarms of sandflies on PJC field. i believe those are wad that bit me. sometimes i reallie wonder, how are we going to survive with our different mindsets, absence of chemistry and passion. =/

sebastian's birthday today and im so sorrie that i cant turn up. lol. so last minute. next time i sure bring alot of pretty girls along.

i feel psychotic nowadays.

Who are you now?

Are you still the same

Or did you change somehow?

I still need you

I still care about you

Though everything's been said and done

I still feel you

Like I'm right beside you

But still no word from you

Now look at me

Instead of moving on, I refuse to see

That I keep coming back

And I'm stuck in a moment

That wasn't meant to last

IM BROKE.

2006-05-07T21:11:00.000+08:00

somehow, i will be super broke on sunday nights. -.- all hail princess jingyi. feasted at some tunglok's restaurant. pigged on some xiaolongbaos, spicy seafood and tofu on hot sizzling plate and this spicy beef noodles. all totalled up to 31 bucks. not bad leh, quite cheap for 2. lol. felt quite accomplished today with dna and nucleus replication, and gp done. considered not bad already. im so dead, like totallie stucked with maclaurins. =/ so messy, im a complicated girl somemore. aiyar. cant afford to fail anymore. maths is a must score subject.
HAHA. joyce is teaching my J2 senior too. she too, complained about mdm goh. LOL. nobody can like understand wad she's teaching. agreed. im just gonna die for chem as well.
crapped abit with yueyang online. he withdrew. =/ he's joining poly next year lor. wahlao. i mean like why. isnt it better off clowning with us rather den rotting at home. wasted lar pok.
jingyi tempted me with a nice green bag. big big bag. im going to be super girly now. DONT STOP ME. LOL. the whole J1 touch rugby luffed like mad when i was seen carrying swezin's pink tote bag. WAHLAO. =@
i still think jasmine is so funnie. ive got all her UGLY photos. no doubt she have got mine too. "
ahahahaa. U're MAD sam. REALLY. I called u crazy woman in my blog. a blog no one knows about so don't bother finding" see. psychotic bimbo. :DD gonna take truckloads tmr. little yiling rang me up asking where i was in the morning. LOL. poor woman stucked in town alone. sorrie leh, cant accompany you. SO RUSH PLS. today no yiqi. tmr lar. tmr tmr. =DD
6 on 6 with seniors tmr. LOL. how fun. all of them releasing at like 6pm tmr. im going to crumble in a corner alone. =( lol.
tag replies:
jasmine` LOL. face it. you're ugly. xD jk lar. jk lar jk lar. LOL.
jingyi` HAHA. i dunno how to insert leh. my god. IM BROKE BROKE BROKE.
yiling` lonely little girl. LOVE YOU.
kai` yup. GESS's shumei. pretty pretty girl
puiyin` STOP BEING SO HUMBLE LAR silly. =D i saw the pics. so pretty. =D~
jacinda` YOU ARE GETTING SO MISSING IN ACTION. LOL. MISS YOU TOO. im fine lar. loveloves.
*//--mr.fELiX` SAME. PJC TEACHERS ARE SO SCREWED. =/ boo. jingyi told me lots about u. lol.
ginaCUTE` HEYHEYHEY. i missed your HAIR. =D so long never see u le. got miss me norts. lol. my friends ALL IN NGEEANN. =@
i must be blind. you you you you you. will you please walk out of my life at this instance.

dumb blisters. =/

2006-05-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

i swear im going to shed off at least 2kg in 2mths. =/
boo. study plan failed - again. mugged with pretty touch ruggers today and ended up camwhoring and bitching. LOL. i was wearing my super thick adidas jacket and pacing in the hot sun with shumei. all thanks to yiling and her pokpok instructions. so in the end poor jasmine have to pick us up from bangkit lrt.
jasmine is super hilarous, her actions and all. another light of our lives. LOL. she plucks in her ipod, and can start twirling on her toes. in public pls. and she looks like aladdin's jasmine. her vibrating butt can totally arose ppl. -.- yiling is super interesting, talks and talks non-stop. in the end shes the one with least things done. my yi qi partner. and she's the one with super super corny stuffs. swezin is super fragile. she somehow resemble barbie doll. straight straight hair, fair fair skin. so princessy. and shes ALWAYS hungry. shumei is super psychotic, practically laughs at everything. oh, shes super accident-prone also. my chiong-town-till-late-late partner.
lol. touch rugby rocks with their presence. another kind of people whom ive never came across before. somehow, i abit regret didnt talk to that silly yiling much in upper secondary days. shes so cute and tiny. feel like squashing her sometimes. election for touch committee on monday, boo. so fast, i dont even remember all of our names yet. =/ anw, touch ruggers are going MOS vault. LOL.
yueyang transferred to poly. so there goes a jovial boy from my class. i feel so noob compared to yiling they all. they seems to noe everyone from pjc. LOL. im stucked in my hermit shell. its so not like MI. JINGYI FELIX ZHOUREN JACINDA SANN PERRY JORDUS GINA; I MISSED U PPL. no fun in class. im tangled in alot alot of problems with teachers. horrible pjc teachers. i still cant believe the fact that people commented pjc's teachers are super nice. like eww. im so scared of being retained. who wanna save me.
i almost died when i read your nick; your blog. somehow, its so foolish of me to let go of you that moment. i longed for your backtrack, clinging on that slightest hope. u rumaged my life, u left the mess for me to clear. alone. u tried to be so nice to me all over again, it kindled my confidence. i anticipated a long affinity with you. i was so disappointed that u give it up. all thanks to your shyness, im leave with nothing. nothing to reminisce yur pretty face, and how we used to shine. im so terrified of forgetting your features. or maybe i can just have a great fall and incurr a heavy injury, losing those memories we had. =/ i believe life will be much much easier for me. i noe u have already moved on in your life, i have to do it too. im not weak, i noe im not. in fact, i should accept the reality and feel happy for you. however, i just feel like strangling the girl and poking her voodoo doll. thats so spastic. anyway, im super sure u will be engaging a new relationship with this pretty girl soon. u noe i will be here, blessing the both of you. truckloads of hugs.
boo. ive just got the urge to voice this out. i feel so weird.

anw. tag replies:
jh` LOL. wtf. next time shall arrange a speed date for you. and yea, make sure u have a paper bag with u. =/
*//--mr. fELiX` YAR LAR. fcuking no life ppl. zzz. and WHERE ARE YOU. so so long never see u already.
=] >x` thanks. =( love u too.
passer-by` whatever. lol. i believe u aint better since you're already bitching about me.
Chris` wahlao. muthusamy sounds so wrong. lol. anw, bon voyage yea. and pls take alot alot of gorgeous photos. =DD have fun there too. great. peace for a month. lol.
bel` hey pretty, heard that your boy's cute. missing u here. have fun scandaling. x)) hows dnd? you and puiyin must have looked pretty.
kai`` im deprived of clothes. LOL.
peixin` WHERES OUR DATE U POKPOK. lol. you're missed too. its glad hearing that you're enjoying your life there. yiling's have been talking about you. so hows DND, pretty?
qx`` im still a bao. =( HOWS DND. lol.
kanwei` LOL. im sure you're having alot of fun doing maths. =DD got pretty girls in poly norts.

`EXPLOD-ED

2006-05-01T11:05:00.000+08:00

omgosh. cant believe im asking cuitian how to do maths. :@ im just going to screw up my first year mans. lol. 'how to find the coordinates of the point which the tangent meets the curve' MY GOD. =/ now i noe why i get a B3 for emaths. -.- anw. peilin saved me. LOL. loveloves.
i was brought home by deirdee's daddy ytd. LOL. this bunch of rascals totallie watched this midnight show. wahlao. so last minute, i have to whine to my daddy. =/ when a stranger calls isnt that scary, but the dumb sound effect can totallie makes you jump like 23384930miles away. andy jumped. eileen was sliding all the way down the seat, covering her face with her bag. in the end that silly girl lost her wallet in the cinema, its super lucky that it was stucked between the seats. zihao was stoning all the way, saw his donkey-ness expression. LOL. how nice is it to have a super rich dad. =D~
before that went mugging with pamela and jingyi at starbucks novena. perry amos and his 2 friends came along and mugged as well. dont i feel nerd. my god. who wanna save me in my chem? =/ wahlao. feel like complaining to the government. theres like no space for us, poor teenagers who cant mug at home. LOL. go everywhere kena chased out by anywhere. anw, the above pictures are taken for stress relief. i dont smoke alrights. its pamela's. HAHA. i dunno why the hell she kept it, its like so so long ago le. its a super crooked cigarette. LOL. some guy offered her lar, and she dumbly took it. -.- i wonder how she managed to scammed her way into scgs.
bought my boots with the touch rugby girls. girls are girls alright. i think pjc is screwing up our brains. LOL. yiling pointed at the lime in my soda and exclaimed that why the hell theres a cucumber there. dumb girl. hanging out with touch girls = gaining extra punds here and there. ice creams are our lives man. HAHA.

it isnt easy

2006-04-29T10:08:00.000+08:00

alights. the last 3 pictures are what u get when you're super super stressed in school. =/ ive already got condemned for fooling around in class. LOL. im bored. ive ruiend 2 years of my life for choosing jc. -.- anw, im so glad that my red hair is surfacing. =D
boo. flunked this flunked that. lol. trust me, im going get retained. lol. i just hate going to school every morning. wah, complain again. aiyar. girls' forte. girls' rights.
yesterday's match was fabulous. although pjc lost, it was a super good game with rjc's reign 37 - 0. the defence they have put up was super strong. we screamed our heads off, like totallie. so exciting. =/
was running around koping people's food in the canteen while calling for cab. sucks when its raining, forever no cabs available. super sians diao. lol. anw, thanks benson brian and melissa. LOL. your cookies.
met up with the nanhua gang after the match there. wahlao. cab there den within 15mins kena chased out. -.- wads wrong with the screwed sch man. speech day also cannot enter. its ncie seeing lotsa lotsa ppl again. missed them truckloads. pigged at swensens with xiaojie and eunice. we were so disappointed that out of our clique. only the pathetic 3 of us turned up for dinner. =( had a good talk and yar. we must mug hard. LOL. everyone's so stressed. even xiaojie's too. browsed thru acjc's notes and find them super good. damn pj lar. -.- im wondering if ive put rocks in my bag. their bags are super tiny pls.
wahlao ehhs. pjc teachers are super psychotic. lol. i was making this friendship band and made haq hold the other end while walking. and renne leong came over and "WAH. wad u all doing?" we stunned dio den turned around and face her. and she was like " cheh, i thought u two holding hands." me and haq exchanged this what-the-hell face and continued to walk with renne leong behind. den we decided to hold our hands and swing it high high in fron of her. LOL. "WAH SAM. still dare to hold hand in front of me har, im your CT u noe. CWO" LOL. wth, apparently she doesnt mean it lar. -.- so horriblke. pjc teachers cant take jokes. my god.
i wanna catch hostel. =/ its R21. WANYU. smuggle me pls. LOL. and YILING. watch with ME.
tags replies;
allah: LOL. wth. fail econs test liao still allah. -.-
brian: :DD nx tym stuff you with paos lar. you're nice ytd. LOL.
haashira: WAH. STILL DARE TO COME MY BLOG. HAHA. im going to update lotsa lotsa things about you. you're seriously my dumbest friend mans. =/ lol. arent our class nerdy? u noe who im talking about.
chriss: oh no. i dunno how to make that comment link leh. wait till im enlightened first lar. den u can slowly fight with my dear jingyi.
tell me how.

HOLYHOLY

2006-04-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

alrights. dumb blogger. waited so long for the entry to load but it didnt. ohwells.

yiling is getting smarter le huh. =/ lol. ive got a payback from her. that silly girl totallie hid my poor bag behind this door. wahlao, and the best thing is her friends assisted her in scamming me while mine coordinated totallie. im so sad. she's gonna die on touch rugby training. LOL.
my mum chased my dad out early in the morning, to drop me off at somerset. -.- missed 2 buses while waiting for haashira. hairy nipple kristian got on the bus later on. damn it. i feel like killing people from my class so suddenly. she told me horrible things and left me traumatised for a while. thanks for making my day. LOL. damn it, i was practically rolling all over the seats and screaming, due to my aching stomach muscles. im going to curse kevin ang on a voodoo soon. and somehow, kristian got a super green and juicy caterpillar on his note and we decided to flick it off onto the empty seats infront. so there comes a pioneer and it went totallie flat under his butt. LOL. i was expecting this lump of squishy liquid on his butt. =/ digusting.
me wanyu and huiwen arrowed haashira for eating pork when she gobbled this seaweed chicken which she purchsed from a halal store. shes a muslim by the way. LOL. she got so horrified at the moment and then we started to mention allah, the muslim god or sth lars.
wanyu : "ehh, u die. eat halal. allah's gonna punish u and you confirm receive bad luck for 10 years."
sam : "HAHA. yar. fail all your tests and retain with me lar. good."
haashira: "NOOOOOOOOOO!!!" (superwidened eyes and all ther usual kanasai, wad the hell coming out)
we began koping her handphone and wallet, den started to comment about how she came about eating pork and being super unloyal and allah's not going to forgive her. LOL. she got fanatic and went around seraching for them. apparently we threw her phone at some super quiet boy. however, the guys changed wanyu's name to allah under her contacts. HAHA. alrights, we returned her phone.
"allah calling..." yea, the guys made an excuse to get missing inac tion to call her phone using wanyu's. she was super freked out. damn funnie. it took her quite sometime to realise that it was wanyu's number. silly.
yuhan laughed at my class. =(
im so dead for tmr's maths test. LOL.

FUN DAYS OUT

2006-04-23T21:25:00.000+08:00

IM SO SAD. LOL. im stoning right in front of my computer and pathetically swallowing down this digusting bowl of porridge. i hate that like mad. =/ tasteless. im so deprived of food. reallile dunno why everytime go out with jingyi sure left less than 10 dollars at the end of the day. so poor us got cheap dinner at breadtalk. whos fault, lol. kena pangsehed by jj that small botak, our dinner treat gone. =(

i felt so accomplished today. lotsa pictures taken, wrote tonnes of biology essays. did some maths. maybe im not going to retain this year. i see some light. LOL. mad.

derrick suggested me to try gothic. HAHA. so who wanna try with me. sounds so interesting, JINGYI. friday nights are always full of goths, especially cine. towned with jingyi and kelvin till late and saw lotsa funny people. i feel so no life as compared to them. anw, jingyi's leading me stray. LOL. that psychotic girl, so rich still ask me help her kope a thick november 2005 magazine. oh wells.

did i mention that i lost my phone at united square today? -.- i was super freaked out. the first thing that came across my mind was; shit. his msgs. used jingyi's phone to call den this super nice girl picked up and told me to wait for her at the infomations counter. =/ lol. omgosh.

starbucks at novena is a super nice place to study. the lightings are much much better than the one at centerpoint coffeebean. the ambience is super nice as well. that shall mark my new mugging place. lol.

boo. i almost broke down after that fcuking econs test on friday. was wondering how dumb i was to gave up the whole paper; leaving 7/12 marks undone. the tutor threw extra time for me, i didnt take the opportunity. =/ wahlao. stressed.

i cant manage stress, so now i realised one of my biggest regrets is to go junior college. lol. somehow, im so jealous of puiyin qixin jessica peilin kelvin they all. they are so enjoying their life in poly, with fun people surrounding them everyday. and im stucked with studious(a nicer words lar) people. im on the verge of exploding anytime. alrights, cant turn back time. so im going to mug real hard and get into my SMU.

hmms, things have been jumbling up in my tiny head recently. friends, him, relationships. i believe i was having my pms lar, i feel so werid nowdays. having this i-reallie-wanna-mug-and-get-promoted feeling, super down and depressed. LOL. everything, everything shall be OUT of my mind.

i miss u ppl. gatherings and outings pls. xD im free on tues sats and suns. LOL. oh no. so desperate. =/

how are you.

`kill me.

2006-04-17T22:16:00.000+08:00

i missed EVERYONE, like totallie. u ppl GOT MISS ME NORTS. lol. i have got my new flings, who sings LOUDLY in class, scams, nv study and do homework with me. arrs, its a daily routine to kope wanyu's smelly shoes and dunked them somewhere. i hurled them into the guys toilet this afternoon and she went straight in and retrieve it. =/ horrible.

and did i mentioned that PJC was super big that me and wanyu got lost and were late for chinese lessons for like a period. woah, super missing in action. bloody called everyone and they ALL CUPED MY PHONE. i xiasway-ly texted the wrong melissa and went down to her class and OOPS. wrong class. i totallie cant stand the fugly chem teacher. gonna take many pictures of her and do some voodoos. -.- "THAT GIRL OVER THERE! WHY ARE U LAUGHING. WADS SO FUNNY. YOU. YOU LATER COME FIND ME! NO NO. U SIT THERE! I GO FIND YOU!" LOL. must listen in wanyu's tone. damn hilarious. im going to ACE my chem and make her throw face. great aspiration ehh. i just knew i cant do it. 10/30 for the previous test hello.

I bumped into qixin at cineleisure the other day and hugged her from behind. silly puiyin saw and got go jealous that she ran down the escalator. its just so cool that the two chicks are in the same OG. aww. I MISS THEM ALOT. saturday go out. and PEOPLE. PLS CALL ME OUT(REBE ANJO PUIYIN JINGYI). IM SO LONELY. lol. eeqw. sounds super desperate. but i dont CARE. im glad they are enjoying poly life. kelvin also, having great fun oogling at hotties. lol. i wonder how has cl has been. =/ keep wondering lar girl.

im getting more and more zilian nowdays. lol. and YAR. i see that shortie yuhan every morning with prettie girls in the bookshop and he's calling me SHORT. wth. he never seems to grow anw. his 180cm dream since sec 1 never realise a lil bit. not evern a tiney weeny bit. talk so much. -.- and sebastain gan has got a super fun class. im jealous. alrights. i love my class. =/

anw. had fun scamming ppl in eating oreo with darlie. i scaped off the nice cream and replaced it with toothpaste lar. haashira gave me that what the fuck look and chionged toilet. huiwen nibbled and asked why is it super minty. she vomited later. haq dunked the whole cookie in his mouth and commented that it tasted good. he had it in his mouth for almost a period. LOL. mad ppl.

finallie, ive talked to u.

`im getting psychotic

2006-04-09T10:46:00.000+08:00

i guess my thumb is reallie sprained or fractured. lol. wadever it is, something must have happened to it. almost 2 week and it only got slightly better and appears bigger and more crooked than the other. how cool.
i hopped to touch rugby in pioneer, team rouge. and pretty alana and many many others as my seniors and teammates. lol. all oh-so-gorgeous. hopefully i wont regret my choice to give up hockey, i believe i'll be happier in touch rugby. the people there are way too psychotic. lol. fun. =/ my mum is complaining how psychotic i am to join rugby, saying its worse than hockey. alrights. lol.
oh well. lets talk about my class. lol. so HORRIBLE. my god. onli a handful of rascals there. stressed, at least they somehow motivates me to mug. lol. wanyu the sex goddess, huiwen the sex maniac, matthew the everyday-got-eye-candy-goth, haq the superhorny pig, mario the supertall and alot alot of funnie ppl. kangning left us for poly. and that SHUXUAN went poly. now onli got marcus play bball with me. =( hes getting the so cool aura with the superzai ball moves. last tym in nanhua also nv show skills sia. scary.
puiyin i miss u. xD got lotsa stuffs to tell u. and that silly jingyi and co, u ppl too. go out some tym pls, im dying.
anw, i still cant catch up with schwork. die alr, at this rate im going. i sure retain. lol. i lyk kevin ang, maths cher, renee leong and the econs cher. i fucking hate chem cher, damn it. so against me. lol talk abit den ask me get out of class. so pissed with her, gonna break lotsa stuffs in the chem lab. insane. the worse teacher ive ever came across. zzz. fuck chem. nevertheless, im going to ace it. hmphs.
jc life is super tiring. =(
and to REBECCA ANJO AND MUNTING especially. lol. GO TOWN CALL ME PLS. xDD
im going MOS. those who wan tics tell me too yar.

UNDERAGED PARTY @ MoS (Ministry of Sound) (THE VERY FIRST NATIONWIDE UNDERAGED AND ALCOHOLIC PARTY HELD!!)date: 30TH MAY 2006 age limit : FOR ALL AGES PRESALE TICKETS @ $18 W/ ONE DRINK DOOR @ $22(DONT HAVE TO BE 16 TO ENTER. JUST DECLARE THAT YOU'RE BELOW 18!!):DALCOHOLIC DRINKS WIL ONLY BE SERVED TO THOSE 18 & ABV WITH IDs. (:PRESALE TICKETS @ $18 W/ ONE DRINKAND and BUY NOW, you will get a limited edition of designed cashcard (REAL) together with your tickets! ONLY FOR FIRST 3,500!ANDAND THERE'LL BE COMPETITIONS LIKE MODELLING AND OUTFITS. PRIZES LIKE MOTOROLA HPS AND SAMSUNGS MP3 PLAYERS TO BE WON!!SO DON'T WAIT ANY FURTHER!!!

how long more is that going to be. =/

` neighbourhood tonning. lol.

2006-03-19T14:37:00.000+08:00

i was wondering if this would ever be the last meeting for neighbourhood. =/ but,, wont lar i guess. lol. all of us posted to sch and stuffs, its of course naturallie damn difficult to meet one another. but lyk jingyi and me this 2 rascals who love to chiong town every single day, it wont be a prob. lol.

oh well. met them superearly outside douby gaut mrt station. lol. i was apparently oen of the latest; again. lol. recieved this call from pamlela that she had gotten lost in the mrt station itself. damn hilarous. shes just so blur. had lunch at yoshinoya and walked to hotel 81; bencoolen. poor jordus's all; alone there waiting for us. the girls went shopping for make up and stuffs. lol. damn gaosiaos. okay, checked in and dumped our bags in there. the room's superbig until we walked in and see the bed and thats it. LOL. no fridge, no this no that. wah. den all of us except perry and felix got out to town and do some shopping. jordus got this 199 bucks shirt at AX. supercool, the crew haafta walk all the way to paragon to bring that shirt over to taka. lol. i went home to get my stuffs and back to hotel 81. lol. done with everything and go zouk le.

the atmosphere at zouk was superamazing. damn fun. lol. it just makes u feel lyk dancing all night. LOL. but out there in the queue, -.-. we hafta wait lyk 1h plus in order to get inside. before that went to have some pratas nearby and drank few shots of absolute vodka. they bought the whole big big bottle. lol. kelvin hongsheng yeewei kaien munting weiming was with us. munting's gonna die at her camp mans. pamela got damn drunk. lol. superhigh somemore. =/ den back in the queue, saw daniel kiathow yuhan baitong castalos sebastian they all. super weird ppl, u just dont beleive that they went zouk. lol. timothy, jj sebastian jason that gang came over as well. lol. superfun. jingyi's damn good at dirty dancing lor. keep seducing me, upskirting me and stuffs. -.- si horny ass. lol. and YAR, superlots of hot girls there. lol. the guys were drooling lyk mad. x)) june at MOS got one more. LOL.

back at hotel 81, i cant sleep the whole day. so me and kelvin were staring into spaces and hearing zhouren's and jordus's snores and coughs. wahlao ehh. super noisy. and jingyi's open legs and purky butt totallie drove me and kel to this tiny corner. -.- lol. 11 ppl in a supersmall room. pamela was fabulous, were outside and chatting with this auntie. LOl. and she complained thats she was super sad coz 2 uncles asked her for sex. damn funnie. after that went for lunch and headed to town.

went to shop for stuffs and went to pasirris, had this bbq which started at 10 plus. LOL. damn late lar. jordus is a totalie cool cook. x)) damn nice sias his food. kelvin koh said he' goign to steal his recipie and try cooking the sambal sotong at his class's chalet later. sure fail. lol.

perry's brother and his friends brought as to old changi hopsital. both the lorry an van were speeding lyk mad. supershiok. i like. x)) LOL. i was grabbing kelvin all the way. my friend clung on weiming. lol. guy and girl pairing. so yar. superscary. but alright lar. very fun. perry's brother's friend lyk our tour guide liddat. we played hide and seek with some police and stuffs. lols. DAMN FUN. =/ still got alot of place didnt go sia. lyk the place where they discet ppl, playground, canteen and stuffs. den we got into this super haunted building. walked lvl 1 and 2. den got 2 commando asked as to get out. its the nursery. den got ppl hear baby cries. wah. this is way so crazy.

went back pasir ris park. slept at one of the bench there. walked back to the bbq pit and saw the awkward position that zhouren and san were sleeping at. DAMN HILARIOUS. i bet they read karmasutra. lols. super ugly. they walk up den change position again. LOL. me kel jordus samantha feli were luffing lyk mad.

went home and sleep all the way till 6pm. shuangs.

i miss u. =/ wished u were there with me. im still not letting go.

`PIONEER.

2006-03-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

there goes my entry to catholic jc. =/ im going to arson cjc for letting non-affliated 17pointers in. rarr. sarks totallie. my hopes were smashed when the dammn phone didnt ring at 5pm that day. i dont even dare to run the annual roadrun. LOL. damn shyt. im going to arson cjc. okay, i shall TRY and convice myself that it shall be a disappointment in disguise. i shall do well in that pjc.

alright. orientation was quite a bore and i almost died flat there. =/ somehow, i prefer MI, i love my neighbourhood. that silly junling was in my orientation group, phew. if not for her, i will be a total paranoid. lol. looking at the state of my class, i swear im going to be one of the top scorers for pjc. si kaiqi junling they all were pestering me to change my fashion sense to suit my nerdy class. oh well. im so dead. im going to be hardworking.

and to my very own astonishment. i bloody got into hockey. kaiqi and simin scammed me that the training will be super easy, yet it turned out that i have to run and run and run and run; my stoopid partner run away halfway go one corner slack. i doubt i will survive the training at ntu tmr. =/ sheesh.

ohhs. dance competition at melaka certainly sarked lyk shit. si kelong judges, all give malaysian teams. hahas. im going to win them hands down nx year. =/ our schedule was super tight also, that makes us super impossible to do the things we want. i just realised that the dance members of dance inspiration are super not united, i cant even feel the spirit. hais. im going to take a long long break from dance, lyk finallie, to get use to the hectic jc lifes and everything. maybe until everything settled le den go back again.

had lunch at PIZZAHUT with laupuiyin wangxiaojie yongkaiqi and simin. lol. super hilarious.

im missing alot alot of ppl. =( boo.

` sweet farewell

2006-03-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

i dunno how to start this entry. =/
the radiant days in millenia came to an end; and it definitely left me with alot of experiences and not to mention; a wonderful pool of posers and xialan kias.
i have learnt alot from them, good things bad things. to come to think of it, i feel so corrupted by them.
i have never stepped in to gucci.
i have never shoot pearls at strangers.
i have never laughed that hard before. [ and long ]
i have never eaten billy bombers.
i have never spend so much for breakfast; [ 15bucks at starbucks]
i have never chilled at starbucks and coffeebean with friends.
i have never gone pubbing and clubbing.
i have never been that xialan in public.
i have never skipped lessons.
i have never pose rich asses.
i have never taken hundreds of pictures.
i have never kena public complains. [ 2 somemore]
i have never gone kbox.
i have never sang in lectures, lessons.
i have never been so crazy at all times.
i have never run and defend during a bball match.
i have never done a proper layup.
i have never been a called and looked lyk lian. -.-
i have never chiong town until so late.
and YET in millenia. this group of spastic ppl haunted me with all those sins. its kinda sad cause all of us are posted to different colleges and polys. this will eventually lead to our separation. hahas, and apparently with faith and commitment, neigihbourhood doesnt die. x) we still have chalet, zouk and our many many outings. and not forgetting our ice hockey lessons. u guys are reallie the friends i would love to treasure, u all are so hard to come by. maybe thats how xialan ppl make up the group. ahhs, love ya ppl.
theres reallie alot of occurence swirling ard me these few weeks. =/ oh well. its just tym to move on with life and looking forward to it. my entry to catholicjc failed and im posted to pioneer. another paikia sch where nanhua ppl are heavily condemmned there. wah. i reallie hope my appeal for cjc will succeed lor. pjc is super far. the clock has stopped, but nevertheless, its 35 more mins to our 1 year. im constantly praying for his happiness. it isnt easy to communicate, but time is still the final factor. i miss him. theres still sth missing so deep inside me. but, too many things are rushing through me at the instance, i cant possibly handle all the blows. im going to emerge as the strong sam u ppl noe, so yup all the best to me bas.
we wrecked havoc in kbox JEC today. the ice hockey match of tokyo against malaysia got us so hooked up on ice skating. lol. i wanna learn so badly. its reallie the tym to find stuffs to occupy myself. maybe i shud learn jumping off the 2nd storey of some building like timothy? interesting. '
its just so tired not being yourself, luffing and fooling ard when you're crumbling inside. =/

` flopped.

2006-02-26T21:42:00.001+08:00

it all goes down to nothing; nothing at all.
i almost died from jaywalking today;
luckily i was quicker a few seconds. [ why didnt i die. ]
my cous's giving me the attitude coz i didnt answer his calls.
pls, i wanna be alone. =/
dragged myself to dance, it did more harm den i expected.
oh well, -shrugs.
time is all i need.
sam is strong.
easier said than done.
lets see how im going to survive this.
yucks, i seems so pathetic.
thanks jingyi for the zara spree and chilling at starbucks.
everything; everything i see is you.

hi and goodbye.

2006-02-20T17:23:00.000+08:00

I see you walking down the street
I catch your eye before we meet
But you look down to check your feet
I wish I'd say are you okay
You're looking better everyday
But I just smile and walk away
Why did two lovers end up like strangers
When did we stop seeing eye to eye

Everyday you
took my breath away
But now theres no reply
Only hi and goodbye
Like a dream come true
When it was me and you
Now I just don't know why
We say hi and hi and goodbye

I know it sounds like a cliche
But when I pass our old cafe
It always feels like (like yesterday)
We shared a blanket in the cold
To give a promise made of gold
We had a deal through heart and soul
Why did two lovers end up like strangers
When did we stop seeing eye to eye
I remember the way
We always had words to say
And nothing could tear us apart
I knew you by heart
We were eye to eye
Now we're only hi and goodbye

nth much. nice song. x) i got so addicted to it. im currently spinning this song and shanhuhai. HAHA. mad.

well. it had been 3 days.
im supersad supersick supersians.
ponned sch today and had my 15bucks breakfast at ssc's starbucks.
dumb jingyi wrapped my slippers in newspaper. -.- trust me. im not going to return hers. she was complaining abt her aches everywhere after the tedious rugby training. i cant believe she actually threw the ball right at gina's face. poor girl. and evil them laughed at jordus armpit hair. lol
im seriously not in the mood to do anything. at all.
even dancing dont perks me up. does that reallie affect me lyk shyt? -shrugs
my fever has gone down [still a lil slight i guess] but im fine. thanks for those who cared.
puiyin and jessica are so poor things. hugs.
i woke up screaming the day before with my right eye being double eyelided. so ugly.
oh yar. did i mention that my friends sang bdae song to my mum at heerens today. she was supershy. thanks ppl. and yar. jingyi spilled her coffee at mango and almost kena their clothings. we ran out.
do i love him or do i need him.
i love him. badly.

`IM FINALLIE SEVENTEEN. XDD

2006-02-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

my left ear hurts the whole day when i forced the earring into the hole. i realised it was half closed when i woke up. super pain; suffered in silence.
thanks daniel for ur puzzle. i reallie appreciate the triple protection coating and the effort. x))
thanks dearie for the pinky converse shoe. xDD love yar. so did u get late or sth. lol. silly silly. u made my day.
we arsoned the sch this morning. LOL. and apparently, we recieved all those glances from students and teachers in millenia. we werent supposed to be there anw. but CANNOT MEH. the teachers were scammed by our results. arent we going RJC? -.-
JORDUS ALTERED HIS RESULT SLIP. how smart. lol. i wondered if i ever thought of that. rarr. went ngee ann; intending to crashed lectures in uniforms. after that went home throw stuffs down den came out again. jessica passed me the cookies she made at citylink. talkedd quite alot while strolling along the lovely citylink. lol. suddenly, i missed everyone.
had lunched at billy bombers heerens with jordus jingyi and samantha. poor liyi kena bullied by us like mad. im reallie touched. =/ esp when the cake comes rolling along. lol. thanks tonnes mans. sann came laterr. xD
went his house play with lil chocolate. arr. super hyper leh. worse then jacinta's. LOL. i still cant belive i talked to his mother. im brave now, AHAH.
my meis dragged me into swensens for dinner. =(
thanks everyone. huggs.
CHILUNG.
JESSICA PUIYIN [ your name is HERE x)] CHRISTABEL JACINTA XIAOJIE ADDIE NICOLE KAIQI KAIYAN QIXIN YINGJING
KELVIN HONGSHENG KAIEN BAITONG YUHAN DANIEL JEREMY JOEY RODNEY KAISHENG WEIMING
JIANRUI WEIRU XINJIE CUITIAN LITING YUJIE REBECCA MUNTING VALENTINA DUCHEN
FANNY ANJOLENE WENHUI
JESSABELLE
DERRICK CHENGYI MINGXUN TEEYIEN YUQI
JEFFREY CHRISTOPHER
JINYI JORDUS SAMANTHA SANN PERRY FELIX JACINDA GINA CASTALOS VICTOR KENNY JOEY JACKSON JEROME RENJIE JIEPING ASHLEY NAQQ LEONG MARCUS ALOYSIOUS NICK STEPHENIE JASMINE
JINGJIE TIMOTHY JASON SEBASTIAN MADDIE
TAISENG
XIANGKAI
I LOVE U ALL. xD

PS. anw. i going CATHOLIC JC; SCIENCE. =/

where is the love`

2006-02-12T10:18:00.000+08:00

I AM SUPER SAD.

I AM SUPER SCARED.

2006-02-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

repeat again; I AM SUPER SCARED.

=(( kns. i wanted to die now. lol. so dearest shain chilung, prepare more tissues. xD
ponned lessons after thomas tan's lesson. den all mass slack in canteen take pictures take pictures. why why WHY wont my camera work. wah. super sad. anw. NEIGHBOURHOOD is this super super mad gang with super super mad ppl.
i cant believe it. i just reached home long ago. okay lar. got tributes kaes. to dearest gina ervyn and jordus. a great hug for u all. xD lol. anw. u all shud have stepped into my house and kope the PAOS on the table. LOL. jordus; dont scared.
a tub of bens and jerrys ice cream fnished with 10 mouthfuls. LOL. poor sarah was dammn deprived. playyed chapteh in front of a security camera. den dio gan. nvm, change place and sat down. this self proclaimed mister; a handwriting-colors analyser who can determines ur character came rolling along and wanted to haolian. so okay lor everyone try try. WAH. he said i was super smart and above average IQ. xD LOL. im dammn good at procastinating and i DO ALOT OF WHANKINGS. omg. i almost died. he recommanded me to work as disasters predicter; my predictions are true. and YAR. im not generous and i yearn to be a rich ass. WAH. WAH WAH.
okay lar. i am super super scared. dun feel lyk bathing. =(