Saturday, December 29, 2007
20:06
ive received a call that got me so emo for the next few days. its so hard to accept this loss of once-so-strong friendship, even until now. i know you still care, i hope you know i do too. you're a nice girl, everybody knows it. maybe i did utter something mean, but i dont mean it at all. maybe i should have been more sensitive. and what about A, if its only between us, why do this to A too. and to say that im the one 'stole' A away B, you dont even know what was happening between A and B. i guess its just inevitable that they drifted. i want to you to know. i care, and i mean it. i sorry if i didnt message you the day you got retained. i know you were feeling bad, i didnt want aggravate it. i felt that i should let you cool down and all. and approach you when you're better. i apologise for leaving you to face it all alone. i tried to make things up, but you're so rigid. i may have hurt you very badly. ive been hurt too. ive been hearing stuffs too. but it takes two hands to clap. you didnt even give me the chance to fix everything. and frankly, its damn awkward when i turn up for gatherings and sometimes i feel tat i should really disappear. whats the point when you dont acknowledge my presence. maybe is right that you guys dont call me out anymore. you'll feel better that way, letting it all out without your eyesore present. i may seem okay, but it fucking hurts. you dont want to recall anything about the past. i will remember i had you.
LOVESLOVES :D
CALENDER
01st april; april's fool day
04th april; puiyin, 18
05th april; thomas, 19
06th april; good friday
07th april; easter day
09th april; breakfast with HOD
11th april; police cup, PJC vs ASCI, contact training
12th april; yiling, 18
13th april; contact rugby training
17th april; 1st month!
18th april; track and field day!
20th april; rugby training
25th april; shumei, 18
30th/31st april; contact rugby 7s tournament
WISHLISTS
black rugby shorts
brown/orange adidas jacket
red Sony Cyber-shot DSC-T100 camera
no-idea-what-brand-yetwallet
creative white earpiece
