Sweet Child O' Mine

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Saturday, December 29, 2007 20:06

ive received a call that got me so emo for the next few days. its so hard to accept this loss of once-so-strong friendship, even until now. i know you still care, i hope you know i do too. you're a nice girl, everybody knows it. maybe i did utter something mean, but i dont mean it at all. maybe i should have been more sensitive. and what about A, if its only between us, why do this to A too. and to say that im the one 'stole' A away B, you dont even know what was happening between A and B. i guess its just inevitable that they drifted. i want to you to know. i care, and i mean it. i sorry if i didnt message you the day you got retained. i know you were feeling bad, i didnt want aggravate it. i felt that i should let you cool down and all. and approach you when you're better. i apologise for leaving you to face it all alone. i tried to make things up, but you're so rigid. i may have hurt you very badly. ive been hurt too. ive been hearing stuffs too. but it takes two hands to clap. you didnt even give me the chance to fix everything. and frankly, its damn awkward when i turn up for gatherings and sometimes i feel tat i should really disappear. whats the point when you dont acknowledge my presence. maybe is right that you guys dont call me out anymore. you'll feel better that way, letting it all out without your eyesore present. i may seem okay, but it fucking hurts. you dont want to recall anything about the past. i will remember i had you.

LOVESLOVES :D

Monday, December 24, 2007 00:14

seriously, i was so affected by the words my uncle and aunt said.

for fsake, this is my life. i choose the way i want to live.

i may chose the wrong path but, at least, im happy.

sometimes i feel so frail to move forward.

maybe i should take a break from all these shits you are giving me.

it do hurt, although i seem okay.

its christmas, but where's the joy, happiness and love.

why cant i feel anything.

i know its hard, but things have to be done.

i shouldnt be the 'damn stupid girl' anymore.

maybe i should have listened.

merry christmas.

LOVESLOVES :D

Monday, December 17, 2007 22:07

im bored of rotting at home.

it seems that everybody else got a job except me.

hahah!

yiling said im the laziest person ever (got influenced by who?!).

prom was okay, not as memorable as sec 4s.

touch rugby chalet in 2 days.

chalet with nh gang in a week.

china in a few weeks. fun fun fun!

i want a job, but not selling bao please.

oh, did i mention i almost crashed the car on my first practical lesson?

i have this bad tendency to step on the accelerator when i panic.

but sam kong said its okay to crash, dont have to pay. great!

i want to plant a money tree.
9th month! :D

LOVESLOVES :D