omgosh. i cant believe i actually passed my chem and failed my ever-confident biology. i should just go and ram myself against the wall. =/ yucks. ive got like truckloads of silly mistakes in chem. all like similiar smiliar to wanyu. as in reallie reallie dumb ones. -.- sitting a seat away somemore. ive attained a not-bad standard in the eyes of our dearest mdm goh. im so happie. HAHA. excel in my chem and flunk bio now instead. LOL. oh crap. i tell you, after chemical bonding, im so super dead for the subsequent chem topics. so physic-ish.

wadever happened to my biology. lol. maybe i should shove the blame to mr dennis yeo with his super interesting talk about sex and relationship. how nice would it be if he was my tutor or sth. anw, heard something that is so so bad of renee leong. =/ i totallie cant believe my ears pls. ohh. my wish came true. mdm goh's gonna get replaced. HAHA. got this dilemma if i should be elated or not. come to think of it, shes pretty nice and cute at times. had alot of fun with her in today's tutorial. pizza feast tmr , with regards to her farewell to us. somehow, i believe she must be super glad for dropping our class. see me die if we kena a jiaobin teacher.

i feel so bollywood today, with all the buggings at haashira to teach us tamil. so fcuking hard to pronouced pls, im forever getting my tongue tangled. 2.4km run for napfa was held during the morning PE. so super sians. dont even have the mood to move my limbs. i dragged my feet up the track with that stupid mindset, and in the end, my breathing was in a total mess and i almost died. i think i got hyperventilation leh. -.- boo. run alongside with haashira and managed to clear an A for that. im so happie.

played a few minutes of touch rugby against senior. i realised that i can only play wing. -.- totallie cocked up when i was the center with charlotte. the team's having extensive trainings for the long weekends. go rogues. we shall flick nanyang jc away. and did i mention that there are swarms of sandflies on PJC field. i believe those are wad that bit me. sometimes i reallie wonder, how are we going to survive with our different mindsets, absence of chemistry and passion. =/

sebastian's birthday today and im so sorrie that i cant turn up. lol. so last minute. next time i sure bring alot of pretty girls along.

i feel psychotic nowadays.

Who are you now?

Are you still the same

Or did you change somehow?

I still need you

I still care about you

Though everything's been said and done

I still feel you

Like I'm right beside you

But still no word from you

Now look at me

Instead of moving on, I refuse to see

That I keep coming back

And I'm stuck in a moment

That wasn't meant to last