OH FUCK VAUNT. =@ we were denied of the entry because most of us didnt have our identification card with us. so irritating pls. we were stranded in cineleisure because of that. wahlao.

poor sebastian ending up shoving his shirt right in front of me to block my view. i was told not to commit his mistakes of admiring meifen from far. that kind of feeling sucks. it hurts, its like you're desiring something that is impossible to retrieve and yet, it is flaunting its luminesce just right there. alrights. i was gazing at him all the while. if only we were still together. =/ memories were jolted back as my aunt posed questions about him. he had moved on, i believe hes much jovial now. he looked great yesterday. shes damn pretty too. boo. anw, im blessed to have such fabulous friends.

im getting paranoid. =/ how much i hate my class. LOL. now im so disturbed by the thoughts of retribution. omgosh. like how much ive been cursing people and stuffs. e v i l pls.

i can feel the chemical swirling in my body. =/ strong immunity for OBS. my family doctor is psychotic lor i swear. LOL. hes so fucking cute. he tested my reflexes with a hammer and my calf totally jerked. so funny pls, i was rolling on the bed. HAHA. my left arm is numbed from the jab i had not long ago. wahlao. im worried if its going to affect my performance on field tmr. hopefully not lar. go rogues.

anw. we are against strong teams tmr. hwachong, nanyang, temasek and jurong. LOL. ttl. meet your doom. =DD adeline and ching are so nice. they offered to impart their admirable 'switch' and 'loop' to me swezin yiling and jasmine. we played like psychopaths.

and yar. the hockey boys must have died after their trainings. ervyn was whining he didnt sleep at all. andy overslept and missed biology make up lessons, thinking me and zihao wont be going. LOL. ziyang is still fuming with rage, he's hating MOS for the stupid law of 'no ezlinks'. he seemed so intimidating yesterday, machiam wanna kill people. sucangyu was luffing about the sleepyheads in the buses, snoring with their mouths wide open. i think brian and sebastian died. and zihao strolled into the biology class 1hour late and was commmented that he looked fierce. matthew was complaining about how lonely he was yesterday night. =@ i cant see him dance para. he's totally living in his techno world.

pretty jingyi acquired that vault cashcard for me nevertheless. =/ boo. i didnt get to join her as promised. dumb bouncers. screw your balls.

and oh pls. i fucking dont look like my sister. =@

omgosh. i cant believe i actually passed my chem and failed my ever-confident biology. i should just go and ram myself against the wall. =/ yucks. ive got like truckloads of silly mistakes in chem. all like similiar smiliar to wanyu. as in reallie reallie dumb ones. -.- sitting a seat away somemore. ive attained a not-bad standard in the eyes of our dearest mdm goh. im so happie. HAHA. excel in my chem and flunk bio now instead. LOL. oh crap. i tell you, after chemical bonding, im so super dead for the subsequent chem topics. so physic-ish.

wadever happened to my biology. lol. maybe i should shove the blame to mr dennis yeo with his super interesting talk about sex and relationship. how nice would it be if he was my tutor or sth. anw, heard something that is so so bad of renee leong. =/ i totallie cant believe my ears pls. ohh. my wish came true. mdm goh's gonna get replaced. HAHA. got this dilemma if i should be elated or not. come to think of it, shes pretty nice and cute at times. had alot of fun with her in today's tutorial. pizza feast tmr , with regards to her farewell to us. somehow, i believe she must be super glad for dropping our class. see me die if we kena a jiaobin teacher.

i feel so bollywood today, with all the buggings at haashira to teach us tamil. so fcuking hard to pronouced pls, im forever getting my tongue tangled. 2.4km run for napfa was held during the morning PE. so super sians. dont even have the mood to move my limbs. i dragged my feet up the track with that stupid mindset, and in the end, my breathing was in a total mess and i almost died. i think i got hyperventilation leh. -.- boo. run alongside with haashira and managed to clear an A for that. im so happie.

played a few minutes of touch rugby against senior. i realised that i can only play wing. -.- totallie cocked up when i was the center with charlotte. the team's having extensive trainings for the long weekends. go rogues. we shall flick nanyang jc away. and did i mention that there are swarms of sandflies on PJC field. i believe those are wad that bit me. sometimes i reallie wonder, how are we going to survive with our different mindsets, absence of chemistry and passion. =/

sebastian's birthday today and im so sorrie that i cant turn up. lol. so last minute. next time i sure bring alot of pretty girls along.

i feel psychotic nowadays.

Who are you now?

Are you still the same

Or did you change somehow?

I still need you

I still care about you

Though everything's been said and done

I still feel you

Like I'm right beside you

But still no word from you

Now look at me

Instead of moving on, I refuse to see

That I keep coming back

And I'm stuck in a moment

That wasn't meant to last