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OH FUCK VAUNT. =@ we were denied of the entry because most of us didnt have our identification card with us. so irritating pls. we were stranded in cineleisure because of that. wahlao.
poor sebastian ending up shoving his shirt right in front of me to block my view. i was told not to commit his mistakes of admiring meifen from far. that kind of feeling sucks. it hurts, its like you're desiring something that is impossible to retrieve and yet, it is flaunting its luminesce just right there. alrights. i was gazing at him all the while. if only we were still together. =/ memories were jolted back as my aunt posed questions about him. he had moved on, i believe hes much jovial now. he looked great yesterday. shes damn pretty too. boo. anw, im blessed to have such fabulous friends.
im getting paranoid. =/ how much i hate my class. LOL. now im so disturbed by the thoughts of retribution. omgosh. like how much ive been cursing people and stuffs. e v i l pls.
i can feel the chemical swirling in my body. =/ strong immunity for OBS. my family doctor is psychotic lor i swear. LOL. hes so fucking cute. he tested my reflexes with a hammer and my calf totally jerked. so funny pls, i was rolling on the bed. HAHA. my left arm is numbed from the jab i had not long ago. wahlao. im worried if its going to affect my performance on field tmr. hopefully not lar. go rogues.
anw. we are against strong teams tmr. hwachong, nanyang, temasek and jurong. LOL. ttl. meet your doom. =DD adeline and ching are so nice. they offered to impart their admirable 'switch' and 'loop' to me swezin yiling and jasmine. we played like psychopaths.
and yar. the hockey boys must have died after their trainings. ervyn was whining he didnt sleep at all. andy overslept and missed biology make up lessons, thinking me and zihao wont be going. LOL. ziyang is still fuming with rage, he's hating MOS for the stupid law of 'no ezlinks'. he seemed so intimidating yesterday, machiam wanna kill people. sucangyu was luffing about the sleepyheads in the buses, snoring with their mouths wide open. i think brian and sebastian died. and zihao strolled into the biology class 1hour late and was commmented that he looked fierce. matthew was complaining about how lonely he was yesterday night. =@ i cant see him dance para. he's totally living in his techno world.
pretty jingyi acquired that vault cashcard for me nevertheless. =/ boo. i didnt get to join her as promised. dumb bouncers. screw your balls.
and oh pls. i fucking dont look like my sister. =@
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anw. i feel so psychotic today. =/ lol. just look at all the pictures we took. so nice pls.
the seniors totally gave in their best. and yea, they went so far in that competition. kinda disappointed with the J1s attendence. lol. yea. im so worried about the M1s match on wed. may god bless the other J1s are as horrible as us.
my poor camera had a swim in the mud puddle. it slipped and fell. wahlao. my heart almost jumped out. super scary. now the lenses are contaminated with brown water. i can only take blur pictures now. so horrible. i want a new camera. sony. so flat and nice. how i wish money will drop from the sky. im so broke. and the great singapore sale is totally tempting me. =@
had a little chat with eugene last night. shit lars. it somehow appears that its damn easy to get retained. its like err, 1 out of 10 will be retained. wow. 10% isnt little u noe. and one class at least 2. wth. i screwed my CAs already. fancy getting zeros for economics and maths. oh gosh. motivate me to mug hard pls.
im tired. =/ tired of everything. he already moved on. and why am i still pathetically stucked in that part of life. sore loser. -.- its nice to have mad ppl around you. namely yiling swezin jasmine and shumei. they eat papers and call vanille frappe a kind of coffee. way psychotic. give me 3 more months and i swear i will die in front of them. flat.
forget the first picture lar. lol. got the sudden urge to post it here. =/ see how much i missed those monkeys. anw, heard weiming got into council. LOL. so cute pls.
wahlao. had a superstinky day today. im supposed to be having chemistry like at this time. but i signed out early cos i was feeling super nauseous. somehow, throughout the whole morning, ive got the urge to throw out. HAHA, in the end everything went back into me. -.- i feel so disgusted pls. ms renee leong commented on how bad i looked. aiyar.
22 bucks for 10 tiny blue pills. -.- lol. this is the irritating consequence i get for having no paitence to stone for 2h and 30mins at the polyclinic. i flew to my family doctor there instead. =/ the doctor prescibed those pills to ease my stress. wth. anw, its brave sam first solo visit to mr doctor. =DD lol. so proud of myself. LOL. alrights. and oh. i consulted him on my shortness of breath sometimes after running and this morning. same old lines, he says im stressed. okay lor. =/
ive got a big fat zero for my maclaurins and graph sketching. wahlao. so depressing pls. even haq and zihao got higher den me. LOL. im the lowest in class. im getting super worried on my acadamics ability. im haunted by the torments of being retained every night. i dont wan. i dont wan. i dont wan. =@ im going to score well in everything for mid year.
i feel super uneasy at the thoughts of GP. the paper's tmr and i have totally no confidence and stuffs. HOW. the genre is super different and i haven passed any GP paper. HAHA. alrights. gonna bug derrick for his craps to vomit in tmr's essay.
and YAR. M1 6 on 6 touch rugby match's coming up nx wednesday. im so so so not prepared pls. who is. lol. furthermore, wen er and meiyi arent playing. LOL. i believe the team's spirted was dampened by half. nvm lar. u noe we can do it. im stressed. im too fat to dodge ppl and run at maximum speed. =@ WENER. can u pls possess me or sth. lol.
boo. conversed with wen er and mingjiao after rugby yesterday. i feel so enlightned somehow. i think the situated wont get better. but i believe they certainly wont give up on us. how how how. if i were one of the J2s who overhead the comment, i cnf go and pluck out all the idiot's hair. -.- so disheartening lar pls. you're just biting the hand that feeds you. dumb. we supposed to be one super strong team. wait till i find out out which itchy mouth said that. =@
who wanna watch x-men 3, da vinci code, poseidon with ME.
boo. think i screwed my virgin game. =/ omgosh. felt super irritated and amd with myself. im sure alot of us felt that way too. stupid, should have ran faster to whack that girl's butt before she rammed that ball down the try line. =@ sub-ed out and went into depressed mode for a while. theres still a super big gap between us and seniors. a few weeks more before they go. wahlao, so much things to pick up. boo. had teamtalk and yea, i can sense the down aura over us. anw, they annouced the committee 2006/7; for our batch. pretty wen er as captain, sweet little swezin as secretary, peiling as treasurer, shirley as quarter mistress and meiyi as assistance quarter mistress. =/ im like err vice captain? somehow i dont feel that im worth the post. i cant lead pls. furthermore, it wasnt me in the first place. i still feel bad about the whole incident, why liddat.
i hate thursday. long day with sucky lessons. especially with general paper, economics and pe at the last few slots. -.- HAHA. haashira has once again proven us the bore she had suffered. nice me missed my last bus to accompany her to cab to school cos shes late and broke.
anw, i believe alot of people must have came across that article commenting on the stupid stuffs PJC did to their students. LOL. my mum read it and encouraged me to rant my complains to the media since its already been blown up. so why not blow it up bigger. the first thing i'll arrow is how patricia khor made us do CWO because we were late for 5mins and mdm goh for pushing us to poly with her discouraging comments. -.- somehow i think the college's chers are super screwed. =@ and YES. the dm and that tamil manekum or sth liddat. fucked up sia.
HAHA. this is a special request from my psychotic OGL.
alrights. im supposed to dedicate a portion of my entry to BRIAN of 06s10. so here it goes. this stickman was my OGL and i was fucking irritated by him. wahlao ehhs, now and then keep chasing me and junling back to our OG and do interaction. oops, exposed. =@ oh yea, got dance the mass dance with him also. damn funnnie. HES TOO TALL LE LAR. -.- he's too significant in school already lar. damn tall pls. imagine i have 3/4 of his height. =D~ hot. hes forever drooling at pretty girls and YAR, maybe thats why he's always biaoing touch rugby training. SEE WHO?! yiling jasmine shumei or swezin?! lol. OHH. anw, just browsed through my inbox and saw your msges always start with 'LOL.' madness. =@ he's a super fun person to hang around and kill time with. but i think he got moodswings and temper one. nowadays see him like so super sad. LOL. hes a super good confidant, ranting on him makes me feel so good. anw brian, thanks for the encouragement and support just now yea. truckloads of lucks for your upcoming baskbetball games and stuffs. kill all opponents and yes, chemistry teachers. LOL. lost. not in the state of mind to think le. next time then add lar. feel like sleeping now. =DD be honoured alrights. lol.
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kanwei` WADS SEGAR. LOL. so far ive only taken the LRT twice. HAHA. =/
jasmine` nvm lar. u are ugly =DD
peixin` silly girl. same here too. lets meet up some day with the other girls yea. we need alot of catching up. hows life there? getting used to it le ma.
kenny` LOL. thanks. HOW ARE YOU DOING?!
shumei` =DD good job today shumei and everyone else. thrash them nx time. =@
bel` wahlao ehhs, u're getting so psychotic. LOL. how the hell did u get punched. -.- so cute leh u two. any brusies or flat noses? HAHA. miss ya truckloads.
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boo. i was bombarded with three tests today. apparently, i screwed them all. LOL. mugged econs till 4am this morning and by the time im having SPA, all the things i memorised are gone pls. =/ wahlao ehh, talking about SPA. i didnt times my percentage change by 100. no wonder i got 0.04%. SUPERGEK. i was depressed for 2 periods. HAHA. ohh, i can handle my chemistry. =D thats finallie something to be proud about.
chionged to hometeam academy stadium to catch the rugby boys' last match against jjc. won the botaks. yes yes, jjc whole team shaved. saw botak tungloon. 0.- TTL, i feel so SAD. =/ so pjc emerged 5th in this nationals. rugby girls stayed on to watch the 'A' division cup finals bewtten SAJC and RJC. super exciting match cans. was dragged by yingjing to the middle of SAJC ppl. so right in the middle of the SAJC crowd, smacked me yiling swezin shumei shirley jasmine her guy and her guy's friend. so weird. contributed to SAJC's cheers too lar. nice us. LOL. SAJC broke RJC's momentum in getting triump for its 18th consecutive year. wahlao. can reallie see the SAJC team putting in all their soul. =D~ super super nice match. somehow, i feel so sad for RJC. =( their banners was super big somemore. anw, saw lotsa nanhua ppl like kiathow in ugly uniform, nerdy yingjing with her new braces, yingqi, spastic chiamlim leading jjc with cheers, psychotic pearl, melissa and daniel. LOL.
went to have dinner with touch ruggers again. LOL. im dead tired. =/ i swear im going to smack the bubble tea old aunty someday, fucking screw my every dinner at lot one. -.-
why is there still got ppl think im called samantha.
ohh, im damn excited about this homeground match on coming friday. i feel so not prepared for the friendly against NYJC. =/ let my ankle heal pls, den i can fly on the field. =DD
maybe my passion for rugby is surfacing. LOL.
YUHAN GOT A MEDAL TOO. NOT FAIR, HE WASNT PLAYING IN ANY GAMES PLS. LOL. i tried to take a picture of him recieving his medal, but it turned out that he was totallie blocked by the presenter. oops. jump more leh.
somebody asked if i were ever from st. margs. 0.0
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kai` LOL. why not. -.- so many physics stuffs leh.
bel` hopefully things will go the right way ba. =/ im strong right. LOL. silly girl, meet me up someday. loveloves. how to fade. boo.
yiling` YES. im so interesting. save money and go shopping spree with me. lets win our virgin match. =DD go go loves.
ah hong` wahlao, if i never go your blog, i wont even noe you're weihong. LOL. haashira dont believe you're from dance. and chairperson somemore. hows life. =D i wanna go back dance inspiration. boo. but my studies hinder me.
anoymous` =D thanks.
chriss` CANT I RANT?! lol. can you like please take cares of yourself or something? lol.
puiyin` LOL. thats super psychotic. =D got miss me norts.
passerby` thanks. =DD
two times. that two times you crossed my path. fuck it, and i cant even bring myself to you. i wanted so so much to catch up with you. boo. this sucks; like totally. it may not be of my concern anymore. somehow, the affections for you still lingers in there. you seemed happier. thats great.
its a super lousy day. =/ i totallie got my whole foot stucked in the gap between the train and the platform. i screamed. so xiasway pls. =@ blame my no friction slippers for the skid. boo. crapped in the train with the central ppl; shirley, shumei, haashira. spilled milo on my poor byron tee. =(
anyway, training at the state land at keat hong. LOL. junhong saw a sea of grey and white, a red and yellow people running to and fro on the grass. i believe his bus or LRT passed that area. omgosh. tmd paisehs. yea, its the J1 rogues' training. interesting huhs. anyway, i sense a tinge of discomfort around my ankle. -.- oh how great. hectic training tmr. im going to be LATE. -.- 740am. thats super early. boo. anyway, we noticed a new habit from haashira. =DD she twirls and twirls her ponytail. she dont even realises that she has been doing it. =/
alrights. concluding from today's training. communication is super important. i was super sad when i have got no support to pass the ball to. =/ wasted. ive got alot of gaps too. wahlao. sad sia. wonder how am i goign to survive in this game. scary.
had long johns at lot one and den proceeded to yiling's house for a nice shower. wahlao. im supposed to bring scary movie 4 along, but i cant find it. brought take the lead in the end. lol. yiling's getting super psycotic. shumei too. szewin's worse. LOL. oh. we started camwhoring as well. so fun. its the best girls' thing. shall upload the pics tmr or sth. that silly yiling doesnt seem to get her pictures into the com.
cabbed to town to have pastamania, alrights. swezin's gonna get her choice of food next week. let her win let her win. lol. it was not long after until i saw one tiny botak scampering towards me. -.- jj sebas and nana were there with their girls as well. so obvious that they were hitting designs on pretty swezin. somehow i just refused to give jj her number. kena scolding from him in the end. wahlao. catch glimpses of him a few times. he didnt reutn, apparently. shopped around and the 3 spastic girls went to anchor guys at new urban males. LOL. damn funnie pls.
its getting so pretty boring. i dont think im allowed to play on wednesday, due to the CA economics. wow. i have never never passed my econs. =@ sad.
4 pigs were munching on this TRIPLE X by NYDC. its frigging nice. i shall lose my fats tmr. LOL. had our hands on confessions and they posted me with all the weird questions. -.-
im feeling so sleepy as i typed this. i haven bathe, haven shower, im so smelly. =x
omgosh. i cant believe i actually passed my chem and failed my ever-confident biology. i should just go and ram myself against the wall. =/ yucks. ive got like truckloads of silly mistakes in chem. all like similiar smiliar to wanyu. as in reallie reallie dumb ones. -.- sitting a seat away somemore. ive attained a not-bad standard in the eyes of our dearest mdm goh. im so happie. HAHA. excel in my chem and flunk bio now instead. LOL. oh crap. i tell you, after chemical bonding, im so super dead for the subsequent chem topics. so physic-ish.
wadever happened to my biology. lol. maybe i should shove the blame to mr dennis yeo with his super interesting talk about sex and relationship. how nice would it be if he was my tutor or sth. anw, heard something that is so so bad of renee leong. =/ i totallie cant believe my ears pls. ohh. my wish came true. mdm goh's gonna get replaced. HAHA. got this dilemma if i should be elated or not. come to think of it, shes pretty nice and cute at times. had alot of fun with her in today's tutorial. pizza feast tmr , with regards to her farewell to us. somehow, i believe she must be super glad for dropping our class. see me die if we kena a jiaobin teacher.
i feel so bollywood today, with all the buggings at haashira to teach us tamil. so fcuking hard to pronouced pls, im forever getting my tongue tangled. 2.4km run for napfa was held during the morning PE. so super sians. dont even have the mood to move my limbs. i dragged my feet up the track with that stupid mindset, and in the end, my breathing was in a total mess and i almost died. i think i got hyperventilation leh. -.- boo. run alongside with haashira and managed to clear an A for that. im so happie.
played a few minutes of touch rugby against senior. i realised that i can only play wing. -.- totallie cocked up when i was the center with charlotte. the team's having extensive trainings for the long weekends. go rogues. we shall flick nanyang jc away. and did i mention that there are swarms of sandflies on PJC field. i believe those are wad that bit me. sometimes i reallie wonder, how are we going to survive with our different mindsets, absence of chemistry and passion. =/
sebastian's birthday today and im so sorrie that i cant turn up. lol. so last minute. next time i sure bring alot of pretty girls along.
i feel psychotic nowadays.
Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you
Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last
somehow, i will be super broke on sunday nights. -.- all hail princess jingyi. feasted at some tunglok's restaurant. pigged on some xiaolongbaos, spicy seafood and tofu on hot sizzling plate and this spicy beef noodles. all totalled up to 31 bucks. not bad leh, quite cheap for 2. lol. felt quite accomplished today with dna and nucleus replication, and gp done. considered not bad already. im so dead, like totallie stucked with maclaurins. =/ so messy, im a complicated girl somemore. aiyar. cant afford to fail anymore. maths is a must score subject.
HAHA. joyce is teaching my J2 senior too. she too, complained about mdm goh. LOL. nobody can like understand wad she's teaching. agreed. im just gonna die for chem as well.
crapped abit with yueyang online. he withdrew. =/ he's joining poly next year lor. wahlao. i mean like why. isnt it better off clowning with us rather den rotting at home. wasted lar pok.
jingyi tempted me with a nice green bag. big big bag. im going to be super girly now. DONT STOP ME. LOL. the whole J1 touch rugby luffed like mad when i was seen carrying swezin's pink tote bag. WAHLAO. =@
i still think jasmine is so funnie. ive got all her UGLY photos. no doubt she have got mine too. "
ahahahaa. U're MAD sam. REALLY. I called u crazy woman in my blog. a blog no one knows about so don't bother finding" see. psychotic bimbo. :DD gonna take truckloads tmr. little yiling rang me up asking where i was in the morning. LOL. poor woman stucked in town alone. sorrie leh, cant accompany you. SO RUSH PLS. today no yiqi. tmr lar. tmr tmr. =DD
6 on 6 with seniors tmr. LOL. how fun. all of them releasing at like 6pm tmr. im going to crumble in a corner alone. =( lol.
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jasmine` LOL. face it. you're ugly. xD jk lar. jk lar jk lar. LOL.
jingyi` HAHA. i dunno how to insert leh. my god. IM BROKE BROKE BROKE.
yiling` lonely little girl. LOVE YOU.
kai` yup. GESS's shumei. pretty pretty girl
puiyin` STOP BEING SO HUMBLE LAR silly. =D i saw the pics. so pretty. =D~
jacinda` YOU ARE GETTING SO MISSING IN ACTION. LOL. MISS YOU TOO. im fine lar. loveloves.
*//--mr.fELiX` SAME. PJC TEACHERS ARE SO SCREWED. =/ boo. jingyi told me lots about u. lol.
ginaCUTE` HEYHEYHEY. i missed your HAIR. =D so long never see u le. got miss me norts. lol. my friends ALL IN NGEEANN. =@
i must be blind. you you you you you. will you please walk out of my life at this instance.
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i swear im going to shed off at least 2kg in 2mths. =/
boo. study plan failed - again. mugged with pretty touch ruggers today and ended up camwhoring and bitching. LOL. i was wearing my super thick adidas jacket and pacing in the hot sun with shumei. all thanks to yiling and her pokpok instructions. so in the end poor jasmine have to pick us up from bangkit lrt.
jasmine is super hilarous, her actions and all. another light of our lives. LOL. she plucks in her ipod, and can start twirling on her toes. in public pls. and she looks like aladdin's jasmine. her vibrating butt can totally arose ppl. -.- yiling is super interesting, talks and talks non-stop. in the end shes the one with least things done. my yi qi partner. and she's the one with super super corny stuffs. swezin is super fragile. she somehow resemble barbie doll. straight straight hair, fair fair skin. so princessy. and shes ALWAYS hungry. shumei is super psychotic, practically laughs at everything. oh, shes super accident-prone also. my chiong-town-till-late-late partner.
lol. touch rugby rocks with their presence. another kind of people whom ive never came across before. somehow, i abit regret didnt talk to that silly yiling much in upper secondary days. shes so cute and tiny. feel like squashing her sometimes. election for touch committee on monday, boo. so fast, i dont even remember all of our names yet. =/ anw, touch ruggers are going MOS vault. LOL.
yueyang transferred to poly. so there goes a jovial boy from my class. i feel so noob compared to yiling they all. they seems to noe everyone from pjc. LOL. im stucked in my hermit shell. its so not like MI. JINGYI FELIX ZHOUREN JACINDA SANN PERRY JORDUS GINA; I MISSED U PPL. no fun in class. im tangled in alot alot of problems with teachers. horrible pjc teachers. i still cant believe the fact that people commented pjc's teachers are super nice. like eww. im so scared of being retained. who wanna save me.
i almost died when i read your nick; your blog. somehow, its so foolish of me to let go of you that moment. i longed for your backtrack, clinging on that slightest hope. u rumaged my life, u left the mess for me to clear. alone. u tried to be so nice to me all over again, it kindled my confidence. i anticipated a long affinity with you. i was so disappointed that u give it up. all thanks to your shyness, im leave with nothing. nothing to reminisce yur pretty face, and how we used to shine. im so terrified of forgetting your features. or maybe i can just have a great fall and incurr a heavy injury, losing those memories we had. =/ i believe life will be much much easier for me. i noe u have already moved on in your life, i have to do it too. im not weak, i noe im not. in fact, i should accept the reality and feel happy for you. however, i just feel like strangling the girl and poking her voodoo doll. thats so spastic. anyway, im super sure u will be engaging a new relationship with this pretty girl soon. u noe i will be here, blessing the both of you. truckloads of hugs.
boo. ive just got the urge to voice this out. i feel so weird.
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jh` LOL. wtf. next time shall arrange a speed date for you. and yea, make sure u have a paper bag with u. =/
*//--mr. fELiX` YAR LAR. fcuking no life ppl. zzz. and WHERE ARE YOU. so so long never see u already.
=] >x` thanks. =( love u too.
passer-by` whatever. lol. i believe u aint better since you're already bitching about me.
Chris` wahlao. muthusamy sounds so wrong. lol. anw, bon voyage yea. and pls take alot alot of gorgeous photos. =DD have fun there too. great. peace for a month. lol.
bel` hey pretty, heard that your boy's cute. missing u here. have fun scandaling. x)) hows dnd? you and puiyin must have looked pretty.
kai`` im deprived of clothes. LOL.
peixin` WHERES OUR DATE U POKPOK. lol. you're missed too. its glad hearing that you're enjoying your life there. yiling's have been talking about you. so hows DND, pretty?
qx`` im still a bao. =( HOWS DND. lol.
kanwei` LOL. im sure you're having alot of fun doing maths. =DD got pretty girls in poly norts.
CALENDER
01st april; april's fool day
04th april; puiyin, 18
05th april; thomas, 19
06th april; good friday
07th april; easter day
09th april; breakfast with HOD
11th april; police cup, PJC vs ASCI, contact training
12th april; yiling, 18
13th april; contact rugby training
17th april; 1st month!
18th april; track and field day!
20th april;
25th april; shumei, 18
30th/31st april; contact rugby 7s tournament
black rugby shorts
brown/orange adidas jacket
red Sony Cyber-shot DSC-T100 camera
no-idea-what-brand-yetwallet
creative white earpiece