




IM SO SAD. LOL. im stoning right in front of my computer and pathetically swallowing down this digusting bowl of porridge. i hate that like mad. =/ tasteless. im so deprived of food. reallile dunno why everytime go out with jingyi sure left less than 10 dollars at the end of the day. so poor us got cheap dinner at breadtalk. whos fault, lol. kena pangsehed by jj that small botak, our dinner treat gone. =( i felt so accomplished today. lotsa pictures taken, wrote tonnes of biology essays. did some maths. maybe im not going to retain this year. i see some light. LOL. mad.
derrick suggested me to try gothic. HAHA. so who wanna try with me. sounds so interesting, JINGYI. friday nights are always full of goths, especially cine. towned with jingyi and kelvin till late and saw lotsa funny people. i feel so no life as compared to them. anw, jingyi's leading me stray. LOL. that psychotic girl, so rich still ask me help her kope a thick november 2005 magazine. oh wells.
did i mention that i lost my phone at united square today? -.- i was super freaked out. the first thing that came across my mind was; shit. his msgs. used jingyi's phone to call den this super nice girl picked up and told me to wait for her at the infomations counter. =/ lol. omgosh.
starbucks at novena is a super nice place to study. the lightings are much much better than the one at centerpoint coffeebean. the ambience is super nice as well. that shall mark my new mugging place. lol.
boo. i almost broke down after that fcuking econs test on friday. was wondering how dumb i was to gave up the whole paper; leaving 7/12 marks undone. the tutor threw extra time for me, i didnt take the opportunity. =/ wahlao. stressed.
i cant manage stress, so now i realised one of my biggest regrets is to go junior college. lol. somehow, im so jealous of puiyin qixin jessica peilin kelvin they all. they are so enjoying their life in poly, with fun people surrounding them everyday. and im stucked with studious(a nicer words lar) people. im on the verge of exploding anytime. alrights, cant turn back time. so im going to mug real hard and get into my SMU.
hmms, things have been jumbling up in my tiny head recently. friends, him, relationships. i believe i was having my pms lar, i feel so werid nowdays. having this i-reallie-wanna-mug-and-get-promoted feeling, super down and depressed. LOL. everything, everything shall be OUT of my mind.
i miss u ppl. gatherings and outings pls. xD im free on tues sats and suns. LOL. oh no. so desperate. =/
how are you.